"Your wife..has been diagnosed with stage 3 brain cancer sir" the doctor said, my heart dropped to my stomach, my heart break into pieces, tears start dwelling up on my eyes, my mouth locked. I cant say a thing. "W..what?" Jin hyung speak for me. I close my eyes and tears start falling, i put my hand on my face and biting my lips try not to sob. "How..how can that be? She never had any symptoms before...right yoongi-a?" I just nod "what causes this, we still dont know. Nobody knows. Let me show you, this is the CT scan result.." He showed us the picture of the CT scan "There are 2 types of cancerous tumor. Benign and malignant. Benign tumor has a higher chance of survival, while malignant it would be difficult. As you can see here.. The place of the cancerous tumor of hers is around this area, which is critical. It'll be hard to remove, and the type of it is...sadly its malignant tumor" we both look at him wide eyes "aish.. What is this too.. Oh my god" i cry out, jin hyung hold my hand tight "are there ways to cure it doc?" He continued "yes. There are ways to treat it, chemotherapy and radiation therapy to prolong the life quality of the patient. Chemotherapy is used to kill the cancer cells by giving the patient drugs, but might damage some of the healthy cells. Not all patients experience the after effect of the therapy. If they do, they might experience weight loss, hair lose, nausea, digestive problems. Nausea might be,.the worst after effect. But after we will give her a drugs to pressed the after effect so it wont be too overwhelming to handle. The radiation therapy does the same thing. The difference is just this therapy prevent to destroy or damage the healthy cells unlike the Chemotherapy one. There early and late side effects. Early might occur during or after the therapy, they might feel, nausea or fatigue and any other. While the late effect would be heart or lung problem that might occur years after. And.. If you do take the therapy method, she might experience a hair loss. Every individual has different ability to heal. But.. I cannot guarantee a 100% cure." "JUST DO EVERYTHING YOU COULD TO SAVE HER PLEASE!!" I cannot take it anymore i beg the doctor while holding his hands and crying "please....." "Yoongi-a..." Jin lay his hand on my back try to calm me down "we will do our best sir" he said and we then discuss how i want her to get treated, and me and jin hyung decided to do the radiation therapy. She might loss her hair, but at least the healthy cells of her body can be saved.
We return to her room, the doc said, that i will be the one to tell her, and if she needs more explanation he will explain it to her. "Oh, oppa, wasseo? What the doctor said??" She asked me while eating her ice cream. "Ohh,, hm.." I just nod, i dont know how i tell her. I sit on the chair next to her bed, "(y/n)-a.. Here's the thing..." I take a deep breath, i feel jin hyung lay his hand on my shoulder "the doctor said that, you're om the next stage...of brain cancer" jin hyung continued my words. She look at me with wide eyes and tears on her eyes "...w..what?"
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I couldnt believe what i just heard "brain...cancer?..h-how is that..possible?.. No..." Tears began falling on my cheeks, suga oppa hold my hand tight "im..sorry (y/n)-a...i couldnt believe it too..but..they will get you a treatment..so..you'll feel better.." He said, i just laugh it out "yeah..i'll feel better, but i'll die eventually.. Brain cancer cant be cured oppa, i'll..die..." She then cried.
"Hyung, there must be..a mistake" taehyung ask suga.. "That cant be..oh my god.." Jimin continue. All of us were stay silent, only the voice of my sob can be heard.
Days have passed, all i can do is staring at the window, i feel like my life has been crushed down the deepest part of the earth. My heart has been broke into pieces. I'm not thinking about me, i dont care if i die tomorrow. Its just, how about...yoongi?... I cant..leave him alone..how will he take care of himself? Who will tell him to sleep when he's working till midnight? Who will make him breakfast and dinner? Who will prepare the hot tub when he's coming late at night after practicing? Who will make him lunch when he forgot? Who will take care of him when he's sick? Who will encourage him when hes down?... I feel tears falling down uncontrollably...
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You'll Always Be My Girl - YOONGI (SUGA) X READER
Fiksi PenggemarMin yoongi, one of the best rapper in BTS, also the song writer and composer. It was noon at the park, as always, he's out to get some inspirations for the song he's currently writing for the next upcoming album. Earphone attached, pen on his hand...
