Broken -Justin Bieber Love Story

Chapter 3

Ariana's Pov___

I woke up in a bed I've never seen this room before. Where the- oh my god! This is Justin's guest room we always slept here when ever we had a sleep over!

I got up looked at myself in the mirror looked at myself and stared. Ew I'm digusted in myself. I gave my figue, my face, my voice, everything! I snarled myself in the mirror, call me mad but I'd love to take someones face and stick it on to mine! 

Fat

Ugly

Slut

Whore

The words replayed in my head I seen a razor I took a sigh, placed it on my wrist and made four fresh cuts. For every word I got called...

"Morning" Ryan said I smiled weakly and sat down far away from him "How are you?" he asked, I nodded meaning 'good' I don't talk unless I need to, I talked to Chaz and Ryan once and agrued with that cheerleader I also talked to Beck but apart from that I haven't spoken to no-one since I left... 

"Morning" I seen Pattie she was like my second mom a while back before my mom died, her and my mom would always talk they have been best friends since forever because they met when they were in the hospital having me and Justin. Both really young my mom got pregnant when she was sixteen and had me at seven-teen. I smiled weakly and I started to cry but made it really quiet so no-one could hear me. "Whats up?" she asked me pulling me into a hug I wiped my tears and sniffed taking a deap breath I shook my head meaning Nothing I knew what all these signs mean I haven't had a full conversation with anyone since forever. Chaz sat next to me I gulped and moved slightly 

"I won't hurt you" Chaz said 

"We're going to save you Ariana you need to trust us" Justin said I nodded and I felt my phone buz it was off Beck? What does he want to text me for?

'Hey Ariana ring me when you get this - Beck'

I let my eyes go wide "What?" Ryan looked at the text "whats wrong with that?" He asked confused I looked at him I just text him back 

'Hey Beck I don't really feel like talking I'll text just not speak' 

I pressed send "Why don't you talk?" Pattie asked 

"Y-y-you" I let out a sigh "youmightlaughatwhatIsayandbullymeorhitme" I said really fast and let a sigh in relief 

"I know write on the board" Justin passed me a board and a pen I nodded and wrote 

'You might laugh at what I say or how I talk'

I wrote they read it "Why would you think that? Do you speak at all" Ryan asked I'm going to talk  but only one word I shook my head and let out a big sigh

"Y-y-y-yeah" I stutted I SPOKE YESSSS! They chuckled I flushed bright red. I said that out loud...

"Yeah you spoke" Pattie laughed at hugged me "We missed you" she whispered I smiled weakly and she left just me and the boys...

"Uh" Was all I said or came out of my mouth

"Your hot" Ryan said staring at me, I looked at him as if he was weird.

"No I'm not" I blushed and looked down  "I need to go to school still" I said quietly 

"Oh yeah we're starting your school Pattie told us too" Ryan said I turned and around and my mouth droped open almost hitting the floor.

"You can't" I yelled 

"Why?" Chaz asked 

"I-I can't tell you" I sighed lets just go" I sighed.

We stepped into school everyone gasped "Aw the little bitch got friends now" Tina asked she's my worse bully I looked down Chaz Ryan and Justin stood there stunned "Answer me slut" She slapped me I fell on the floor everyone laughed but Ryan and Chaz picked me up 

"Why treat her like this?" Justin asked "She hasn't done anything wrong!" He yelled Tina stood there surprised that Justin Bieber THE JUSTIN BIEBER stuck up for me she walked over to me 

"Your a slut no wounder you dad hit you!" everyone gasped I looked down embarressed "You might as well kill yourself you little wh-" Thats it 

"HOW THE FUCK AM I A WHORE WHEN I HAVEN'T SELPT WITH EVERY BOY IN THIS SCHOOL!" I yelled surprised at my own voice carry on a voice inside my head said "You think your amazing because you bully me but no one likes a bully you say I'm wierd thats why I have no friends but I don't hvae friends because of you! You call me a slut a whore a bitch but lets face it your vigina has proberly been used more than Justtin's name on google!" I said and walked past her furious. I hate my life. 

I want my mom back, my life the only think I really have is Pattie... I sighed wasn't even listening in class untill I heard my name Justin Ryan and Chaz looked at me "Ariana sing" I went wide eyed the boys didn't know I could sing "With tori" god she's popular I sighed 

"You know L.A boys?" she asked I nodded "We'll sing that" she said. I sighed closed my eyes wating for my time to sing I sung my best hoping no one would laugh.

At the end of the song I took a deep sigh of relief Ryan Chaz and Justin looked shocked I sat down on my seat. After what felt after hours the bell finally went "You didn't say you could sing like that?!" Just said "You could become famous!" Justin said 

"I-I don't know I'm not that good" I said Justin opened his mouth but the hottest boy in the school cameup to me 

"Hey Ariana" He shouted I closed my eyes tight shut but turned around "I was woundering if you wanna go the prom" I could see the boys smiled knowing I'd have a date 

"Thanks..." I said he smiled "But no sorry" I walked away leaving him stunned. 

"But why?!" Chaz grabbed my wrist I winced thats my secret... cutting 

"I just don't wanna go with-"

"Hey Ariana!" I heard someone yell oh its this Robbie kid I think or Rovie not sure "I was woundering if you wanna go the prom?" he asked 

"I'm sorry but... Someones already asked me" I blurted out 

"Oh okay" he said and walked away why did I lie?

"Who you going with?" Justin asked 

"No-one" I giggled at how stupid I am "I just don't wanna go with any guy I guess. I'll juts get hurt even more..." I sighed "If thats possible" I mumbled and walked home to justin I don't want to get in the car! I looked in my bag and seen the bunny! My mom gave me that I thought I left it in my old house" I smiled but closed my bag sothe bunny won't get wet.

"Ariana were hvae you been?!" Pattied said worried as well as the boys 

"Uh a walk" I said 

"Don't do that!" she hugged me I smiled and nodded I set my bag down and took the bunny out "You still hvae that bunny" Pattie sat next to me, I smiled and nodded

"I really miss her" I sighed and rubbed my nose against the bunnies nose "Ever since she past away everything becames terrible" I sighed 

"Most words I've heard you say" Pattie smiled I smiled back. 

"Thank you Pattie for everything you really don't have to do this I can just go ho-" she interupted me 

"Can I seen your wrist" she said I pulled my sleves down.

Shit