Broken -Justin Bieber Love Story

Chapter 8

Ariana's Pov_*_*

Today me and Sam are going dress shopping! Yay For the prom she's going with robbie I'm a match maker...

"I'm leaving" I shouted 

"Where you going" Chaz shouted back 

"Shopping"

"Can I c-" I interrupted him 

"No" I said "Bye bye" I hugged them and gave justin a kiss 

"Hey girl you ready?" I jumped in her car 

"Yep lets go dress shopping!" I shouted she laughed at me "Hey don't hate because I'm fab-ou-less" I clicked my fingers three times she laughed even more. 

"So any ideas for what dress?" She asked 

"Yeah a long one" I said "You?" I asked 

"Nah if I don't find one can we come tomorrow?" She asked 

"Oh no baby we will find one" I wriggled my eyebrows up and down... Man I love life. "Can I get you a big purple puffy one!" I asked 

"Thanks but-" I interrupted her 

"Oh please" I begged 

"No" She said again I pouted 

"Pwease not even for your best frwend in the whole wide world" I said doing the puppy dog face 

"Fine but it its not going to be long just a short purple dress" She said I nodded 

"Yes mam" I smiled she galred but then laughed. 

After 10000000's of dresses later we haven't found a-

"Ariana I found one for you!" Sam said I ran over and seen the most amazing dress ever! 

"Oh my god!" I gasped "I'll try it on" I ran to the dressing thing and looking in the mirror sighing at my scars but ignoring them and putting my dress on. I walked out did  a spin 

"Buy it" Sam said "Its amazing" She said I msiled and nodded I payed the woman we walke dout the door. And I gasped 

"Sam" I said "I found it!" I gave her the dress she smiled and tried it on I gasped "You look amazing" I said 

"you think?" I nodded she payed for it "Best day ever!" She said 

"Wait until prom" I said "It's going to be amazing one night were girls can act like princesses" I sighed "They get to feel amazing and that they are accepted!" I smiled weakly 

"Are you sure you still okay?" She said I sighed and started to cry 

"Honestly?" She nodded "No, I'm still depressed" I sighed 

"Hvae you cut since rehab?" I looked down embarressed "How many times?" 

"Twice" I mumbled 

"Why you said life is great!" She said 

"I'm-" She cut me off by driving to Justin's house storming throught the door "No! Sam please don't tell!" I cried Pattie walked over to us "Sam please?" I begged crying 

"Whats going on?" Pattie asked then the boys came 

"Sam please?" I said again She ignored me "You need to keep an eye on Ariana" She sighed I looked down playing with my fingers "She's cut twice since rehab" She sighed again. Pattie gasped and Justin Chaz and Ryan carried me upstairs I was screaming 'Let me go'  

"Why?" They asked 

"You don't understand-" I was interrupted by Chaz 

"You said you'll stop"

"I know but-" I was cut off again by Justin 

"Why though I don't understand" I sighed 

"I just-" Ryan went to cut me off "CUT ME OFF ONE MORE TIME I WILL RUN AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK!" I shouted they went quiet "I'd be lying if I said I didn't cut if I got depressed... I've been home for one week thats good two people called me names that hurt I have ate and I promise I haven't threw up... I'm addited to cutting no as much its more like a one off thiing now and it always will be. It's somehting you won't understand ever your lives are amazing you have family, friends, your loved-"

"We love you-" I cut Ryan off 

"No you don't!" I spat "You'll never love me like Pattie loves Justin or you love your mom or Chaz loves his dad or whatever no one has said to me 'I love you' since my mom died" I sobbed "It's hard knowing that I still shit myself when a boy touches me I'm afraid they will hit me and I know I'm with Justin but I'm still broke and I still will be" I cried "You can't expect me not to be hurt when I get this hate because I'm human and Justin it must hurt when people call yopu names like 'this kid can't sing' because you have worked so hard on your career and someone giving you hate hurts bad" I said "But imagine your mom saying that because it was my dad that said these sort of things to me I never sung infront of anyone because he said I can't sing he called me fat I stoped eating she called me ugly so I'd cut" I sobbed "It's hard I'm still getting there and one day I will stop cutting completely just be gratefull it's not seven cuts a day." I said they sighed 

"OKay but we're helping you stop" I nodded 

"Fine" I sighed I gave them my blades

"Give me your razor to and come to me when you need it and then give me it back" Justin said 

"Gross dude" I smiled wealy but gave him my razor he nodded and kissed me "Young love" Chaz put his hand were his heart is I grabbed his hand 

"Your hearts one the other side" I said Justin and Ryan chuckled but he glared at me 

"What ever Grande I'll get you" He said 

"Okay Somers whatever" I said "The prankmaster over here" I pointed at Justin "Will help me" I smiled 

"I have Ryan" He said I chuckled 

"Might as well have a turtle" I said Ryan put a hurt face on and I high fived Justin "TURTLE SONG" I screamed they laughed 

 "Lets watch a flim" Chaz  said we nodded 

"kk" I smiled Justin got a text smiled and replyed back 

"We are going out tomorrow" Justin said 

"Were too?" Ryan asked he gave ryan a frown and Ryan clicked on "oooooh" He said 

"Aplace for lil Ariana" He kised my nose and I laughed.

After explaining to Pattie about the cutting the film finally came on "POPCORN!" I through it at them in the air and only one went in my mouth I clapped "Hohw amazing?" I said they laughed "Helloooo Zac Efforn" I said nI heard Justin chuckle and we watched 'The lucky one' and I soon felt my eyes go heavy and fell asleep on Justin's chest.

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okay Arianas dress on the side --->

Link to sams http://data.whicdn.com/images/65318209/large.jpg