Broken -Justin Bieber Love Story

Chapter 12

Ariana's Pov_*_*

Todays is the tour and I'm terrified. I keep talking to my mind instead of worrying someone else 

What if the fans hate me

They will

Shut up you just hate me 

I know the fans will hate you, Pattie hates you, Justin doesn't love you and Ryan and Chaz don't either they hate you no one likes you they never will your fat and ugly!

SHUT UP!

I yelled at myself man I need help... I just came out of rehab life isn't as bad as it was but it's an addition I've got to listen what Andrea said 'People will hate on your flaws but love your flaws because they are unique' I sighed man I miss-

"Ariana!" Pattie yelled 

"Demi Lavotos coming on tour she's been through self harm she will help you" She's my idol 

"Thank you Pattie" It's time to change! I ran to my bag my room my wardrob everything got out everything: Blades, knives, pills (Incase that time every comes) I ran to Justin he was with Ryan Chris Chaz and Pattie I gave them to him there was about ten things "Take these burn them get rid of them I never want to see them again" I said smiling 

"Why do you hvae pills?" He asked They looked at me 

"I never used them I just had them I promise" I smiled they nodded. I ran and took out all of my dark lothes into colourful clothes in instead. I feel happy maybe because I don't want my idol to think I'm weird even though she been through it I've been through it too but she's better and I'm not 

 "Come on" I looked at a picture of me and my mom I smiled and wiped my eyes blinking the tears away I grabbed my bags and headed to the bus I looked at the house and smiled turned and walked to the bus I walked in the bus and was fucking amazing"

"Wow this is this Fuck" I said looking around 

"I know right baby cakes" Chris said 

"I'm old enough to be your baby sitter Chris please stop" I said he chuckled 

"Yep" Justin said I screamed 

"You scred to fuck out of me" I hit his shoulder playfully he laughed I walked in my room and seen some blonde girl she turned and it was Demi! "Oh my god your Demi!" I said she hugged me 

"Yeah I'm here to help" She said I nodded "So what been going on I'm staying in the same room and everything as you" She said "Best friends" She laughed I smiled "Okay whats been going on" I told her the story about my mom dad rehab rape everything I was crying 

"I just can't do it I've tried and tried but I can't" I sobbed 

"Believe in yourself" She said 

"What do you mean?" I asked 

"I mean everyone is pushing you to stop cutting thy believe you can but your the only person saying you can't" She said "You get voices in you head riht?" She asked I nodded "Okay well I get them sometime but my dad died a couple of weeks ago so replae them thoughts away and imagine your mom talking to you" She said "It works" She hugged me.

"You think I can do it?" I asked she nodded I smiled "Thanks" I hugged her again "It's all gone too quick" I said 

"I know god it feels like yesterday was new years but its march soon!" She gasped so did I 

"Justin's birthday were hvaing a partyyy" I said she smiled 

"Ariana?" I heard someone shout I seen Scooter he's like a dad too me