Broken -Justin Bieber Love Story

Chapter 5

Ariana Pov_*_*_*

Today is the day I leave and go to rehab for 'help' and so far... I wanna burst into tears and guess what I'm doing? I'm crying my eyes out. I don't wanna leave, I wanna carry on with my life I don't want to go to some place with strangers trying to help me! I know there all doing it to help me and get me better, but really I don't care! I don't need or want any help! I just want to get on with my life and forget everything and not have people telling me to ge better! It's not easy to give up on this I've been doing it since I was eleven and it an addition and a addition is hard to stop.

"Ryan you make me go here for a whole year I will never forgive you" I spat

"Ari you don't mean that" He said calming me down but it's not working at all!

"Don't I?" I rasied an eyebrow he shook his head saying 'no'

"No you don't Ariana, you saying that because you don't think you need help but trust me as soon as you come out of here you'll be so happy Ariana you'll be a different person who instead of seeing everything in a bad way or a negative way, you'll see everything in a good and happy way" He said calming me down it worked but I sighed "You have to trust us" He said and sighed and so did I, I nodded and turned to pattie with tears in my eyes.

"Don't make me go Pattie?" I asked in a sad tone she grabbed my hands and made me look her in the eye 

"Ariana" She sighed "Your a beauitul amazing girl but you need help, this place will help you, take your mind of things. Get the old Ari back, Get you healthy. If I didn't love you or we didn't care about you, we wouldn't make you go here you are like a daughter to me and it kills me and Justin, Ryan and Chaz to hear you cry yourself to sleep or seeing your blades with your blood on them because you are like family. Your mom will be so proud of you, but seeing what you do must hurt her so much it will kill her. Ariana no one wants to see there little girl who they love so so much go through all of this, so if you just please go here for about one year maybe less or more then you'll be amazing and fine but you can't go through all this pain when there is something we can do about it" Pattie cried "It will help" 

"Pattie please I can stop on my own" I lied as if I could stop, if  I could I would have stopped a long time ago but I can't 

"You can't I know you like my own daughter you would have stopped a long time ago" Pattie just like read my mind... wow... I nooded and sighed and then turn for Justin ryan and Chaz to say goodbye they looked at Justin he must be giving me his 'speach'  

"Ariana I'm going to miss you so so much and so are Ryan and Chaz but as my mom said we wouldn't send you to this place if we didn't love you or care about you. Because, when we hear you cry, we want to cry we want to cry with you and hold you in our arms but we don't know what to do because you want to be on your own, so its really hard for all of us seeing our baby sister cry and having to let goof you for a year. And I swear as soon as you come out of there I'll be waiting for you we all are, I've tol you I love you more than a friend" Pattie Ryan and Chaz gasped I put my hair behind my ear and smiled weakly "And I can't wait for you to get all of your trust back again so when we hug you, you won't be afraid or when we sit close you scoot away juts the old Ari that I fell in love you" He smiled with tears in his eyes "I'm going to miss you little red" I chuckled and they all hugged me.

After 2 minutes of never wanting to let go my taxi was here I sighed and looked at the taxi, Justi Chaz and Ryan put my bags away I'm not aloud not blades razors phones or nothing just clothes nothing else. I jumped in the taxi and blew a kiss. I waved them goodbye untill I couldn't seethem due to we went around a bend. I seen the park Me Justin Ryan and Chaz all met in I smiled at the memory