[Markson] love at first site

DEPRESSION

Jackson Pov

that night i couldnt sleep at all those words were in my head and i wanted them out i stayed up all night thinking about it the more i thought about it the more i wanted to throw up my alarm clock went off but i was wide awake i got up and got ready not even thinking about trying to wake up mark went i finished i looked in my mirror and i looked horrible but i didnt care i walked out of the room to see Jr. making breakfast again 

Jr.: Mornin Jackson

Me: ugh 

Jr.: you ok Jackson you dont look so good 

Me: im fine just had  a bad night 

Jr.: well i hope you feel better 

Me: ya thanks 

i dont think i would ever feel better any time soon then mark came out of the room looking like he had just won a million bucks but i didnt care to say anything to him i was scared that the wrong thing would come out everybody else came out said their good morinings and ate breakfast i didnt though i didnt want to throw up . out of no where after he ate his food  mark came up to me and started talking 

Mark: hey Jacks you ok

Me: ...

Mark:  if you dont feel well i hope you get better

Me: ...

Mark:. hey talk to me maybe i can help you 

Me: ...

Mark: well ok i have got to go to my Korean lesson i will see you later 

i really did fell bad for ignoring him but i just couldnt talk to him for the rest of the day i mopped around and i couldnt focus on the dance routine  but i am glad that i got through the day with out jB noticing that i was out of it after practice we all went back to the dorm i went to my room because i wasnt hungry and i went to sleep hoping i would feel better tomorrow 

A/N 

i know that this was short sorry i just have alot to do since i just got back from my trip anyway poor Jackson heart broken by his first love and mark not knowing anything 
well until next time 

~bye bye