What Is Love ?

Stone Cold

Chapter 18
( 1 month later )
Rachels pov :
Its been a month since Finn and I broke up and I've been heart broken ever since. I've tried so hard just to move on but I can't and my heart is broken . I was at my locker when I looked over and saw Finn kissing some cheerleader. My heart just about fell out of my chest and broke into a million peices. I slammed my locker shut and went to glee club. How could he do this to me? I know we're not together but I thought he loved me and now everything that he said just feels like a lie. Is this what it feels like ? To have your heart broken by the one person you thought would never hurt you. I walked into glee club and sat in the back. I looked as Finn walked in with a smile on his face . He looked at me and smiled and I smiled back but it wasn't real.

"Okay so this week will be all about emotions and how we feel . So find a song describing how you feel. " My dad said.

I knew exactly how I was feeling in this moment. I then raised my hand ,

"Yes Rachel?" My dad said.

"I have a song." I said.

"Okay go ahead." He told me . I then got up and sat down at the piano and started :
( Rachel )
Stone cold, stone cold
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor
Stone cold, stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Hmmmm
(Looks at Finn and then back)
Stone cold, stone cold
You're dancing with her, while I'm staring at my phone
Stone cold, stone cold
I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you
(tears come down her face)
Don't wanna be stone cold, stone
I wish I could mend this but here's my goodbye
Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand
If happy is her, If happy is her
(Looks at Finn)
I'm happy for you
(End of song )
Everyone looked at me and clapped giving me a standing ovation.

"Bravo!" Kurt yelled clapping.

"That was beautiful Rachel." My dad said.

I smiled slightly and then said ,

"Thanks , I'll be back." I said and then left the room . I ran outside to my car and Finn followed me out.

"Rachel! Rachel wait!" He yelled behind me.

I stopped and turned around ,

"I'm sorry Finn I'm happy for you I really am but I can't do this anymore." I told him.

"What do you mean?" He asked me.

"Finn you said all these wonderful and amazing things but you broke with me , for her, and I can't, I can't do this anymore Finn. You chose to end this , you chose to break up with me and as much as it kills me to see you kissing her , I just have to except it, because I need to move on. Not for you , but for me Finn. I need to move on for me." I told him.

"Rach please I don't wanna lose you as a friend." He told me.

"You haven't, I've been here waiting for you for 2 and a half years , I love you Finn and as much as it pains me to see you with her and not with me , I want you to be happy and I can only hope you want the same for me." I said.

"Rach," He said.

"Goodbye Finn." I said and left before he could see the tears come down my face.