Beyond Repair

Unravel

Nagisa froze when he saw the sign. A fucking kareoke contest? Was Rei out of his mind?!
Nagisa puffed out his checks, turned to Rei and yelled "Hell fucking no!" Rei gave him a puppy dog look. "Oh come on Nagisa!! It will be fun!!" he leans closer to Nagisa. "A then winner.." He whispers. "Will win the chance to meet the creators and voices of that anime" When Nagisa lit up, Rei smirked. "Were singing Unravel from Tokyo Ghoul!" He prononced. Rei was taken aback. "Okay?" Nagisa grabs Rei's hand and then leads him to the back, where they wait for there turn. The four contestants before sang Sakura Kiss, Hakaru Nara, The AOT theme song, and Hey Kids! all from Nagisa's favorite animes. When it was there turn, Nagisa started to shake. "I-I dont know Rei...chan.." he says in a hushed voice. Rei patted Nagisa on the back and pushed him onto stage, staggering behind him. There was atleast 400 people, Nagisa noted. His eyes were wide and it felt like all attention was on him. And then the music started playing, and he felt more confident than ever. He picked up his mic, looked at Rei and sang:

Oh won't you tell me
Won't you tell me
This thing I've come to be?

Rei was awstruck by how much Nagisa was into this.

The monster that you see
Is it a part of me?
I'm breaking down and shaking 'round in
This world so helplessly
But you just laugh and grin
Completely blind within

There's no point now, broken anyway
I try to stop my breath
Even knowing the truth won't unravel
Me until my

So breakable, unbreakable
I'm shaking but unshakable
The real you I've found at last

Nagisa closes his eyes and sings with all his might.

I'm standing alone in this world that keeps on changing
But hiding away, my true self is fading!
I hope you give up
There's nothing left to see...
No, don't look at me
I'm standing in this world that someone imagined
I never want to hurt you, so until the end
I'm begging you, please, just to remember me...
As clear as I used to be

The loneliness that wraps around keeps deepening until I drown
Fond memories we used to share pierce me 'til I no longer care
I cannot run, I cannot hide, I cannot think, I cannot find
I cannot move, I cannot leave you!
Unravelling the world!

A change so illogical
It shouldn't have been possible
But as our lives are intertwined
The two of us are left behind

So breakable, unbreakable
I'm shaking but unshakable
The real you will not corrupt me!

I'm standing alone in this world that keeps on changing
But hiding away, my true self is fading!
I hope you give up
There's nothing left to see...
No, don't look at me
I'm trapped within this world that someone planned out for us
Before our fate and future starts crumbling back to dust
I'm begging you, please, just to remember me...
As clear as I used to be...

No, don't forget me! (x4)

Shocked by how I was changed, I remain paralyzed
Until I have the chance to find my own paradise
I'm begging you, please, just to remember me

Oh won't you please...
Won't you tell me...
The monster that you see
Is it a part of me?

They finished the song and immediently the crowd erupted in applause. Nagisa was sweating and so was Rei. They took each others hands and bowed. Nagisa wipes a strand of sweat from his forehead. He turns to Rei and sighs. "That..." he starts. "Was awesome!!" He yells, jumping on Rei. They hug for a few seconds and then kiss. Just a peck, but oh was there more to come!

They ended up winning second place to the Free! theme song played by these two guys named Kageyama and Hinata. The couple walk hand in hand out of the convention, as happy as ever. Rei turns the power on in his car and they get in and start driving home. Rei cant keep his mind focused, so instead he decides to ask Nagisa a question. "Nagisa-kun.." he starts. Nagisa perks up from his half asleep state. "Yes Rei-chan?" He whispers. Rei hesitates, but ask's anyways. "Do you wanna come back to my appartment and stay the night?" he chokes out. Nagisa smiles. "Of course! I was gonna ask the same question." he mutters. Rei sighs. Okay, there on the same page. When Rei gets to his house, he stops the engine and sits for a minute. "Fuck." he says under his breath. "Whats up Rei?" Nagisa asked. Rei turned and looked at him."You dont have any clothes" he chuckles, nervously scratching the back of his head. Nagisa giggles. "Cant i just borrow yours?" he suggest. The freezes. "Or i-i-i can just-t wear-" "Yeah you should borrow mine!" Rei says with a smile. "They would probably look better on you anyways" he says to himself. They get out of the car and walk hand in hand to his door. Once inside, Rei strips of his shirt, forgeting Nagisa is there. "Oh-Um Shit. Fuck" he says, struggling to put his shirt back on. Nagisa giggles, placing a hand on Rei-chans shoulder. "No..." he whispers. "Keep it off" Rei looks confused, so Nagisa explains. "Um...well i want you to feek comfortable while your im here, so it feels normal." he smiles and then looka up at Rei. "So fucking hot" he whispers under his breath as Rei turns around, exposing his back muscles. Nagisa wanted to scream. How did he get such a hot and caring boyfriend?! His hand reaches out to touch Rei's muscles. Rei flinches at the cold hand touching his exposed back. He turns around to see Nagisa, eyes full of love and care. They gazed at each other without saying a word for about 3 minutes. Then, slowly but surley, Rei leans his head down to kiss Nagisa. Even though this isnt there first kiss, it felt special to Rei. More than he could explain.