The Astronomers Last Words (An abundance of poems)

Crowing up (get it?)

I'm not going to lie
You're the only thing holding me up
I know that sounds scary
But I think that I'm in love
I've only had butterflies kick
But you make them fly
You are my Disney princess
But I am not a guy
So that will hold you back
Make you think this is wrong
Stars bonding to your mother
I understand it all
But what we are is okay
I will grit my teeth and sing for today
Cause you are a princess in my eyes
I will never see the sun without feeling your high
You hold my skin to its crawling nature
And dilate my eyes
You are a musical genie
And I still can't be a guy
We both wish it was that easy
That smiles could be there
But the contrast lies in how long is my hair?
I have the body of a sculpted doll
But your mom wants a man
Not someone so small
We fight who is prettier
And I plead for you to eat
And I just want us to be happy
Is it because my god isn't real at last
You are a reincarnated bird
And I am that of a crow
I'll never be quite as pretty
And I will feast off the dead cold ground
But you are yet to leave the nest
I know we are young
And this is probably all too strong
Fairy tales don't exist they say
But this doesn't feel wrong
Your eyes are the brightest star I see
But they are also in the farthest Galaxy
Crows can't fly that high you see
I am a girl
And you are in a fantasy
A family composed of religion
And I am too
But I am so far gone
I am forced to ignore them for you
You are logical and you know what to say
I really really hope we will be together someday
But for now
I am a crow
And you are in a nest
I'll try to come close
But your mother will always protect
I don't want to fly away from you
I just want to see the eyes that contain my heart
I don't want to scream
And for you I will refuse to cry
But honestly wouldn't you love me more if I were a guy
I know that you are strong but you should know that I am not
I am a crow who gives every action not enough thought
This is a trivial love poem
But I understand love now
Better than my parents crumbling marriage
Or my friends thoughts
I am so blind
Are you not?
You will sing like good birds do
And I will circle around the morning grasses dew
I am not a guy
But that doesn't mean I am not good enough for you
It just means that things can be hard
Will you wait for me too?
Cause I am a crow
I am a girl
I like makeup
But God
I also love you
I am not a guy
But that doesn't mean this is wrong
gay is not a phase
Gay is a feeling we get
When we gaze into each other's eyes
I am a crow
I am a crow
I am not a boy
But I will love your eyes your being your disguise
And I hope you will love mine
Even if I am not a guy
Even if I am a crow.
I am a crow.

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This one means a lot to me.
Adios nachos (ooh I feel the cringe in my soul god why did i use to say that all the time gross)
Okay bye.
(P.S I'm sorry for the title I couldn't okay bye)