Haven's Pov
I felt the rays of sunshine on my face as I was laying in bed. Sitting up I started to groan from feeling sore, touching my neck everything came back to me; Harry attacking me and finding out I'm his soul mate. I got out of bed and sat on the edge of the bed looking out window, and watched the birds fly and the leaves move on the branches of the trees from the breeze. Getting up I went to the door and opened it then peered into the hallway and saw that it was empty all the doors were closed expect for the room I have been sleeping in because it had no more door, I walked towards it and grabbed the bag Niall gave me that was on the bed next to lamp I put when I tried to escape and saw it had more clothes in it.(A/N: outfit:http://www.polyvore.com/plain_as_black_an_whie/set?id=95336439 ) Grabbing a white spaghetti strap shirt with a black strip on the top and black skinny jeans I put it on the bed and started to walk to the bathroom but stopped and looked at the door, I didn't want no one to see me naked so I put the door up in a way that no one can see and then went back into the bathroom. When I was done cleaning my self I looked down to see the blood swirl down the drain of the shower that came off my body from yesterday; I got out of the shower and got dressed I decided to leave my hair down to make it curl up on it's own. After I got dressed I moved the door and peered into the hallway but saw no one, I made my way to the stair case but stopped when I reached the railing and saw a flash of Harry from last night and then disappear like a ghost, shaking my head I went down the stairs and walked to the kitchen but stopped in the entrance way when I saw Liam looking in the fridge for something. I cleared my throat to let him know I was behind him and he turned his head to look at me.
" Good morning Haven.", he said with a warm smile
" Morning", I said, "Umm can you show me where the bowls are so I can have cereal?"
He pointed to the cabinet to his right and I opened it and grabbed a while bowl then I poured cinnamon toast crunch into my bowl. Liam passed me the milk and I muttered a 'Thank you' and he left the kitchen, I turned my neck to look for a spoon but couldn't find one then I heard the clinking of utensils and saw someone holding a spoon; following the hand that was holding it I came face to face with... Harry. I raised a shaky hand and took the spoon and put it in my cereal and walked out of the kitchen leaving Harry behind. I didn't want to go to the room since there's no door and I won't be able to block out everyone I made my way the front door and was met with a sunny morning, I sat on the steps and pulled my hair to over my right shoulder and started to eat and enjoying the silence. For the first time that I've been here it's actually peaceful, I don't even know how long I've been here.
( A/N: listen to the song on the side when Louis speaks it makes it more dramatic I guess)
But my peacefulness ended when I heard the front door open and footsteps come toward the stairs. I kept my eyes on my feet and saw a pair of VANS come next to it, looking up I see Louis with a small smile on his face.
" How are you feeling", he asked.
" Sore... especially on my neck but my back is fine as long I don't move in the wrong way", I said
" That's good, the wounds closed but your going to have scars from what happen", he said while scratching the back of his neck and avoiding my gaze. My head shot up when he said I'll have marks.
" So, I have to live with Four hole marks on my neck and five scratches on my back", I said my voice started to sound heavy and my vision became blurry as tears brimmed my eyes.
" Yeah.... Harry didn't mean to do that. I've known him a long time, he can get aggressive when he's angry and that can cause him to do some dumb shit. But he feels extremely guilty afterwards.", he said looking at me but I didn't bother to meet his gaze.
I scoffed at what he said. " I don't care how guilty he is, he's going to have to live with it just like I have to live with these marks that will always be a constant reminder of what happened.", I said. With that said I got up and made my way toward the door leaving Louis behind and going to the kitchen; but when I got there I stopped in the entrance to see Harry sitting at the island with his head in his hands, I quickly put my bowl in the sink and made my way back to the entrance but not before glancing at Harry who now had his head up and I can see black marks on his cheeks like tears. Inside, my heart broke seeing him cry but the outside showed no emotion or sorrow what so ever. Turning around I went up the steps to go back to the room but stopped when I looked down the hallway to the room where everything happened, I soon found myself in the doorway looking in the room to find a blood stain from last night and a hole in the wall. Flashes of me screaming and crying for help came into my mind making my cover my ears and fall to my knees and cry. I cried. And cried. I need to make another plan and a better one at that I can't risk having Harry or anyone in this house attack me. Suddenly I felts arms around me and when I turned I saw Zayn with a small smile on his face, looking at him my breathing got harder which made me cry even more into his shoulder and he let my tears stain his shirt.
" Shhhh it's going to be ok don't cry anymore ok it's going to be ok", he said while rubbing my back.
I lifted my head from his shoulder and nodded my head at him, he got up and helped me up from the floor and pulled me away from the room and towards the room I was in and watched me go inside. He nodded at me and then zoomed away. I walked into the bathroom and looked into the mirror to find the reflection of a girl with bloodshot eyes, tear stained cheeks; I turned my shoulder to get a view of my back and saw five claw marks going in a downward diagonal direction. Shaking my head I turned on the sink and washed my face with cold water and left the bathroom, I walked up to the window and looked outside at the sun shining through the tree branches causing rays to come out and shine on the forest floor. Sighing I leaned my head on the window, and just started to stare into space.
"Can my life get any more difficult ", I said out loud to myself feeling a single tear come down my cheek. Shaking my head I wiped my eye and turned away from the window but when I lifted my eyes I froze.
" Um, hi Haven can.. we talk"
It was..... Harry.
Hey guys :) so here's an update.. did you all see the VMA's and what Taylor said. I'm sorry swifties but that bitch....I don't like her at all you guys can hate me for that ok don't take it out on the book :p
ok bye guys sorry about my mini rant there :P
