Hollow (Yoonmin)

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*Yoongi*

I couldn't walk straight nor could I think properly. I was dancing with some stranger, drunk off my mind. When she kissed me is when I pulled away stumbling. She's not Jimin, she isn't him she isn't the one I want. She tried to grab me again but I pushed her away as I went to go find Hoseok. He was in the middle of a large group of people dancing. I went in to grab him and pulled him away.

"Hoseok, come on! Lets go home!" I said as I dragged him away.

"Damn Yoongi I was just getting started!" Hoseok said laughing as I pulled him out the front door of the club.

"Hoseok its almost 3 in the morning i want to sleep" I said as I pulled him down the sidewalk using the light poles to help me guide Hoseok back to his apartment.

I somehow managed to drag him home it was hard what with both us being drunk and all. We kept laughing at the littlest things. Then Hoseok comforted me when I started crying hysterically cursing Jimins name and perfect smile and adorable personality. Hoseok offered to let me stay with him but I wanted my own bed.

.......

I stumbled into my apartment and walked towards the couch and threw myself on it. I didn't see the sleeping lump on it accidentally waking up Jimin.

"Hyung" Jimin mumbled as he sat up. He was rubbing his eyes and looked really cute in his gray pullover and basketball shorts, while my fanel blue shirt and ripped, black skinny jeans probably reeked of sweat and alcohol I got startled so I jumped up and clutched my chest, when I realized it was only Jimin.

"Jimin, what are you doing here sleeping on the couch? Go to your room" I said as I went to get myself a drink of water to help sober myself up.

"I was sleeping on the couch because I was waiting for you. Why didn't you tell me you were going out?" Jimin said getting of the couch walking over to me.

"ahahahaha"

"Why are you laughing! Hyung, this isn't funny. Do you know how worried I was? And I couldn't sleep because the only way I can sleep is with you right next to me..." Jimin said shyly.

"Oh really? Why don't you tell your little girly to comfort you? You don't need me Jimin, I could disappear and you wouldn't care" I said as I walked away.

"Hyung! Stop that!" Jimin exclaimed as he grabbed my wrist to prevent me from leaving,"Why are you acting like that?"

"Leave me alone Jimin" I said as I tried to pull my wrist away but he wouldn't let go. I was going to push him away but as soon as I took a good look at his face I saw that he had tears in his eyes. "Jimin..."

"Hyung why have you been so cold to me these past few days?" I'm sorry Jimin but i'm trying to get over you.

"Why have you been avoiding me?"
To keep myself from getting hurt.

Jimin said crying, "Do you hate me?" I love you.

"Jimin I can't hate you" I slowly pulled my hand out of his grasp. "Its just...."

"Just what hyung?"

"Nothing. Im going to go to sleep" I said walking away to my room with Jimin trailing behind.

........

"Jimin" I said as soon as I had had taken a quick shower, changed and we were both tucked under the sheets in my bed.

"Hmm" Jimin responded to let me know he was still awake.

"You know you don't have to wait for me, if you get lonely just go over to your girlfriends place" I said as I threaded my fingers through his hair.

"No Hyung, there are only things you can do for me" Jimin said back tucking himself further into my side.

Before I knew it Jimin fell asleep and as I stroked his hair I began to think about something I had realised a long time ago. Jimins not always going to be with me. One day he is going to get married and start a family and leave me behind.

So while I still can I held Jimin a bit tighter and kissed the top of his head. And I layed there hoping that one day I would be able to rid myself of these feelings. But for now while I still have these feelings i'll do what I can for him.

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