Hollow (Yoonmin)

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*Yoongis POV*

I just can't anymore. Knowing that Jimins going to propose to her. It hurts and I can't breath.

I got of my car when I got to Hoseoks place and knocked on the door.

Hoseok opened the door and took a look at me before sighing and pulling me in shutting the door behind me. I was a literal mess. I had fat tears running down my cheeks and snot streaks, my face was red and I was a sobbing mess.

"Hyung.." Hoseok said as I threw myself at him hugging him tightly.

"I-I-I he-h-" was all I magaed to say because the only thing that could come out of my mouth at the moment were sobs and hiccups.

"Shh, its ok. Let it all out." Hoseok said as he rubbed my back at an attempt to comfort me.

.....

I had stopped only 30 minutes ago, I had been crying since I got here. He had asked me what had happened and I told him.

I was currently wrapped up in a blanket on Hoseoks couch while he was in the kitchen making dinner.

"Hyung, dinners ready." Hoseok said as he put down to plates on the table.

I got up and sat down in front of one of them. The food smelled good and looked good but since I didn't have much appetite I didn't eat much. I just pushed the food around on my plate.

"Hyung, let's talk about something you like, something that doesn't involve Jimin." Hoseok said at an attempt to get me to cheer up.

"Mm" Is all I said in response.

"Lets talk about your job." Hoseok suggested as he took another bite of his food,"What's happening with that?"

"I wrote and produced some new songs and my boss liked them. He said if I keep making good songs he might transfer me to a higher up branch." I spoke quietly trying to focus on my job and not let my mind astray to the that bright smiling faces that hurts me.

"That's great! You should keep your focus on that!" Hoseok said as he finished up his meal, "Finish your food, I did not cook for nothing and you are going to eat." He said as he gave me a pointed look.

I managed to finish my meal, I was a bit hungry and put my dish in the sink.

Hoseok and I said our good nights to each as we went into our separate rooms.

I laid there as I thought about everything and nothing. I mainly thought about Jimin and my tears streaked down my face. I just laid there letting the tears stream down.

I didn't know when I had fallen asleep but when I did I had a nightmare.

.......

I was standing on the side as I watched Jimin stand next to me with brightest smile I've ever seen on his face. His hair was nicely done and he was dresses in nice black suit. He stood next to me and he waited. Hyuna had come down the aisle in a big princess style white gown. It flowed perfectly as she had lace decorating it. I felt a pang in chest tears welled up I my eyes as I screamed Jimins name telling him he was making one of the biggest mistakes of his life. I cried and shrieked but I couldn't move no matter how hard I tried. All I heard was the 'I do's' and I stood there helpless as my tears ran down my face as I watched the one I love get taken from me.

"Hyung."

"Hyung"

"Hyung"

"Yoongi" I opens my eyes to see Hoseok shaking me awake, I could feel fresh tears on my face. "You were crying out Jimins names in your sleep."

I had been staying at Hoseoks for 3 weeks now. And I wish I could say I was improving on the Jimin situation but I wasn't. I was only getting better at controlling when I cried and when I didn't.

I threw myself into my work. My boss had liked the song I had written so much he offered to buy it and was even considering giving me a promotion to a higher branch.

Hoseok and I where getting ready because we had wanted to eat out. As I walked to the living room to meet up with Hoseok before we left. When I got to the living room I saw Hoseok on the phone.

"Who is it?" I asked as soon as he hung up.

"Jimin he was asking me if I had seen you anywhere." He said.

"Oh" I said trying to fake indifference as I felt my stomach churn.

"Hyung maybe you should talk to him. I'm sick of trying to cover for you." Hoseok said.

"Why should I? Only too get myself hurt again." I said

"I'm not saying to go now. Just think about it, he was crying, Yoongi." Hoseok respond as he reached for the door. I felt a pang in my chest when I heard he had been crying. "Think about it, now let's go eat I'm starving."

"Lets go" I said following him out the door.