"No. Not a thing. I remember the kiss you just gave me, it was very nice", he winks at me. At least his personality didn't change. "I'm your boyfriend", I state. His eyes widen for some reason: "No fucking way! A boyfriend of mine can never be as hot as you!" What he says makes me blush. Again, I turn to the doctor, who instantly starts to speak: "Oh, relax! Once he's off the infuse his memory will slowly come back to him." A huge wait falls off my shoulders. Thank god. "But,", the doctor starts again when I'm just about to turn back to Dan. "He will not remember what happened during the time that he's on the infuse." "Okay and how long will it take for his memory to be back again?" "It could be an hour, or it could be ten minutes." I nod and he takes the notes from the monitor next to Dan's bed and leaves the room. I quickly message Pj before starting a conversation with Dan again.
You have to come to the hospital, Dan has memory loss and it's hilarious!
-Dan"Hey, Dan, I'll tell you a bit about me-" "No,", he smiles, it sounds a little childish. "Let me tell you something about you." I hesitantly nod. "You're hot, and I love your fringe and oh my god your hair is handsome and your eyes are the most beautiful orbs in existence. Are you really my boyfriend?" "Haha, yes I am and I'm very lucky with someone like you." "No, I'm very lucky with someone like you!"
Suddenly he grabs my hand and dramatically looks into my eyes. This action makes me laugh a little: "What is it?" "As you are my boyfriend, I assume you won't mind kissing me again?" I softly grin and say: "Course not", before smashing my lips on his. When our tongues meet, Dan's body shocks a bit, but he immediately after relaxes and places his hands around the back of my neck, trying to pull me closer than I already am. At one point in the kiss, he pushes me away and asks if I want to lie next to him. He then tries to move aside, but he stops for a moan in pain to escape his mouth. "Why am I hurting?", he asks with a fake pout, for some reason he sounds ridiculously childish and adorably cute. "I don't know for sure, but I think your dad hit' you", I say. His eyebrows make a weird movement towards his nose, making his face look even cuter. "So, my dad is a bad guy?" He stretches his arms, in order to give me the hint that he wants a hug. Without hesitation I embrace him and pull him closer. "I'm afraid he is, and he doesn't like me either", I softly push him away and point at the nearly still visible bruise on my cheek. "Oh no! How can he not like you?", he studies the bruise very intensely. "I mean, look at you, you're basically perfect!" Why does this make me blush so much? It also makes me remember that Cat never said something like that to me, but then again, it's probably not Dan's intention at all. "Thank you, Dan. You're pretty amazing yourself too!" He then suddenly gets this weird look on his face, it's not much of a cringe but you could compare it to that. "What's wrong, bear?", I ask, casually trying to put the nickname in there. "I'm hungry!", he laughs. "No problemo!", I give him a tick on the nose before leaving and going to the cafeteria.
The queue is longer than I expected it to be, but if my bear is hungry, I'll do anything for him. On my way back, when I'm almost back at room 308 I see Chris and Pj snogging against a wall, just a few feet away from Dan's room. I cough and they look up. "Oh, oh...", Chris stammers. I roll my eyes and walk past them. Not long after, they follow me.
"You bought friends!", Dan smiles. "Yep, Pj and Chris and guess what? They're just as gay as we are." "At least that's not the reason you don't like us", I hear Pj murmur under his breath, but I decide to ignore it. Dan studies Pj and Chris very good, with a confused look on his face. And then, the nurse walks in. "He can go off the infuse, we called his mother, she should be here soon", she stops when she sees all the people. This is indeed a nurse I haven't seen the past few days, so it could be that she doesn't recognise any of us. She smiles politely when she removes the infuse, freeing Dan. "Thank you ma'am", he cheers, making us all laugh. Pj steps forward, to Dan: "Do you remember me? I'm Peej, your best friend!" "Have I been surrounded by hot guys my whole life?", Dan jokes. "Hey, hey! You're still mine, bear", I interrupt their cute little talk. "And Pj is mine,", Chris steps forward. "I'm Chris, also your best friend." "Sweet!", Dan replies. I hand him the sandwich I got for him. "Thank you,...", he pauses. "Phil", I add. "Okay, thank you Phil."
In the middle of his sandwich, his mouth still full, he suddenly screams: "Now I know who you two are!" Chris and Pj both raise an eyebrow. "Oh, yeah?" "Yeah, you two had sex." I bet Pj and Chris feel a bit ashamed now this is the thing Dan chose to remember first, but what would you expect? It's Dan. Pj shoots an embarrassed look at me and I give him an understandable one back. I think I do like those two weirdos.
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I love you, Phil Lester (A phanfic)
RandomDan and Phil both go to the same highschool. They're about to graduate but crazy events block them every step of the way. Will love survive, or is love what kills them? ⚠ WARNING ⚠ Mentions of rape and self harm Self harm. Smut. A rollercoaster of p...