No more silence, just a gentle kiss (Ferard)

Chaper 4

Ray POV

Just as I was about to tell Mikey what I have seen we had already arrived to Casa Del Ways. "Ray do you want to go inside and tell me later or should we stay here and finish that talk?" Mikey asked. "No I think I should tell you later, like maybe tomorrow. We can go to Starbucks and finish?"

Mikey just nodded in approval.

Mikeys POV

Just Ray and I walked in I saw Gee worried looking as if he was going to tell Frank something important. Is Ray right? Is there something weird going on between then? I just let it go plus Gee and Frank are just friends right? "Hey Gee, hey Frank" I quickly said clearing out my thoughts. "hey" they both said in unison. "Is everything okay between you two?"

Gerard's POV

"Is everything okay between you two?" Mikey said like he was suspicious of something. "yeah Mikes everything great me and Frank here was just talking, right Frankie?" I said to make sure Mikey doesn't question anything else. "yeah Mikes me and Gee were just talking". Well seeing that they brought Chinese food and I'm hungry I'll just ask to eat that way this uncomfortable tension can just leave.

"So should we eat now I'm starving". Everyone agreed and now make their way to the dining room table.

I sat next to Mikey and across me sat Frankie, and Ray sat across Mikey. All of us talking accept for Ray, he was unusually quite since he came in. I am starting to worry about Ray cause he usually has something to say whether it was serious or just plain fooling around.

"Hey Ray is everything okay?"

"Yeah Gee every things cool."

" Are you sure you are very quite?"

" Yeah Gee every things alright. I just don't feel like talking write now."

"Ray if something bothering you just come and tell us, maybe we can help with what ever is bothering you." I said because I really do believe something is up with him but he just doesn't want to tell us. Does he know about my feelings for Frank? No he cant I mean not even my bother suspects, I think.

"Gee I told you everything is okay why do you insist on trying to make me say something. Is it really hard understanding that all I want to do is to stay quite!"

By the time Ray had said what he said, well more like yelled he stormed out the door aggravated. Since he left Mikey, Frank, and I had stayed in silence not a word was said. None of us really finished our food.

Franks POV

We all were just sitting there in the table not saying a word since Rays little outburst towards Gerard. I felt bad for Gee he looked so sad like his best friend had just stabbed his back. Well maybe not like that but you get the point, right. I just wanted to stay next to Gerard and wrap him in my arms and never let go. Why is it so hard to tell him how I really feel about him?

Why is it so hard to tell him four simple words. Gerard I Love You. I really don't know what Ray was so mad about. I mean it was pretty clear that something was bothering him just by the way he stood silent. Seeing him all mad and quiet was something out of the ordinary. It was like Ray was a complete stranger tonight.

"Gee are you okay?"

"Yeah Frank I am okay I just did not want to see him all bothered you know?"

"Yeah I know but maybe he is just stressed, we did just end touring."

"Yeah you might be right. I hope he is better tomorrow if we do end up seeing him."

Ray's POV

After yelling at Gerard I stormed out. I don't know why I was so mad at him and why I am still mad. I guess is because I know he is hiding something from me and that bothers me I guess. Gee is supposed to be my best friend why cant he just tell me whats up. Sometimes I feel like he likes Frank and I have to admit it bothers the shit out of me. I know they are close and stuff but I love Gee and I don't want him to be with Frank I want Gee just for myself I guess. It kills me to think that another man can possibly take away the man I have grown to love. I don't know why I even think about this I know that Gearard's straight and he will never fall in love with me after just making him feel like shit with my little out burst tonight. Maybe I should just tell him that I am sorry and just feeling a little stress and need some rest. Yeah that's what I would do surely he will understand.

(R= Ray and G= Gerard)

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R= hey Gee I am sorry for yelling at you tonight, I was just feeling a little stress. Hope you understand and forgive me :(

Hopefully I have not fucked up any of my chances with him. I hope his natural loving nature will find its way to forgive me and if things go as plan then I hope to move to a better future where I am to determine to call him my love. Well I guess I will find out when he responds and tomorrow I will go to Starbucks with Mikey and tell him how I suspect that Gerard and Frank might have feeling with each other and how I Raymond Toro am in love with Gerard Arthur Way.

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Hey guys I know my chapters are short but this is my first story and I am getting there slowly lol. I hope that who ever is reading this is enjoying it and have a wonderful day :)

Note; I love Ray and I felt so bad making him look so horrible so please forgive me on that, its just a story.