No more silence, just a gentle kiss (Ferard)

Chapter 10

Franks POV

"Alright then let's go Babe." Ray said. Babe oh how I wish I could call Gee babe myself. Hearing Ray say it gave a pounding sensation in my chest.

"Sure Ray let go." Gerard said and they both got up hand and hand and left. Once they left I just started to cry. It's so hard to watch the ones you love with someone else. I ran up to the bathroom and pulled out some razors. I never really cut before but I just couldn't go on with this pain in my chest. 'Sorry Gee' I whispered and cut my veins trying to end my life. Suddenly I fell and everything turned black.

Gerards POV

Me and Ray were heading back to Franks house because I forgot my key. When we arrived Ray stayed in the car and I made my way to the door. I knocked but no answer so I turned the knob and it was opened.

"Frank" I yelled but no answer.

"Frank" I yelled again but still nothing. I made my way to the open bathroom and I couldn't believe eyes. 'Fuck' I yelled 'Frank. Frank. Wake up.' I yelled louder. I felt my stomach tie in knots. It was horrible the Razors and Frank and Blood all over the floor. I picked his small figure and carried him towards the car and I grabbed my keys also.

"Ray call 911 Franks hurt and drive us to the hospital." I said while tears streaming down my cheeks. Ray's eyes widen and began to call while driving.

*Skipping Car Drive*

We ran to the hospital with me carrying Frank bridal style. I hope my sweet little Frank is okay. Why? Why would he do this to himself? Did Ray and I do something wrong? Why didn't I just tell him I love him? Why would he do something so selfish? So many damn questions and I have no answers. Ray did not say anything at all he just stood there. We walked in the hospital with a unconscious bloody Frank and a doctor soon came in and took Frank out of my hand. I wish and hope for Frank to come out alive. What would've happened if I hadn't left my keys? Why would 'god' be so cruel and take him away from me? Sorry Ray but if my Frank dies then so will I. I already felt horrible for saying yes to Ray when I don't love him and for using him. I need to end this now before it's too late. Frank my little Frank I hope you can make through all of this.

Mikey POV

*Ring. Ring. Ring.*

My phone began to ring and I picked it up.

"Hello?" I said.

"Hey Mikes um I going to be late or I'm not going to come home at all".

"What? Why? Is everything ok?" I was beginning to be worried this is not like him unless something bad is happening but what?

"Frank tried to kill himself and Ray and I went to take him a the hospotital."

"Alright tell me more later I am on my way to the hospital." And with that I hung up and made my way to the hospital.

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I got to the hospital and saw my older brother crying but where's Ray? I thought he said Ray brought him here. "Hey Gee" I said so he knows I am here. He got up and hugged me like there is no tomorrow and began to sob even more louder.

"Everything is going to be ok Gerard he's going to make it." I said trying to cheer him up.

"No it's not this is my fault Mikey he did this because of me". He said. What?

"What do you mean Gee?"

I think he did this because I am eith Ray."

"So you know he likes you?"

"The day before Ray asked me to be his boyfriend Frank tried to kiss me."

"Oh and speaking of Ray why isn't he here?"

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A/N Sorry if this chapter sucks and that its short. I hope you guys are enjoying this tho and leave comments telling me how I am doing. Vote is you like and I hope y'all are having a great day :)

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P.s I am going to update now every Thursday because I want to make the chapters longer.