No more silence, just a gentle kiss (Ferard)

Chapter 18

Gerards POV

Here goes nothing I guess. It's time for me to prepare for the worst.

*Knock, knock, knock*

"Gerard what are you doing here?" Said a sleepy looking Ray.

"Um I came here to maybe talk to you?"

"Um yeah sure just come in."

Once I went in I started to speak again because I know I need to apologize.

"Ray I came here to apolozize. I am so sorry for what I did I know that I don't deserve you accepting it if you do but I really am sorry. I shouldn't have done what I did because you're my best friend and best friends don't do that to each other. I should've told you right from the start that I was inlove with Frank but I guess I was being selfish and was only thinking for myself and not for the people I was hurting. I am sorry I was not thinking of you, or Frank, my brother or even myself. I hurt every one because I was too much of a coward to face my feelings. I hope you can forgive me tho and we can still be friends and even continue the band."

Wow I felt like I had dropped 2 thousand pounds from my shoulders. I finally feel like an adult again.

"Gee I am not mad at you anymore. I mean at first I was felt betrayed but I guess that I was only thinking of myself also. I knew both you and Frank liked each other and I still decided to come in between. I do accept your apology if you accept mines cuz I am sorry to and I am not leaving the band I said thay out of anger."

"I accept your apology and great. I need to go now but how about we hangout tomorrow like we used to."

That wasn't more of a question but hey can't just undo that now can I?

"Fine let's hang tomorrow."

And with that I left. Now to go home and talk to Mikey cuz he also wasn't here since the hospital incident, he stayed with his girlfriend Alicia.

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"Hey Mikes how are ya doin'."

"Nothing much bro but something bad happened tell you later. Why so happy?"

"Okay? And Ray and I are friends again went to visit him and apologized and we are gonna hangout again tomorrow."

"I thought you and Frank had a date tomorrow?"

"Shit I should tell Frank that. He'll understand right?"

"I don't know I am not him and me and Alicia got in another fight and I am gonna breakup with her."

"Damn bro why did you guys fight about this time?"

Mikeys POV

Damn how do I tell my older brother that my so called girlfriend has been cheating and also been using me to get to him? Gerard has always been the protective one and I don't know.how he will react. He always did hate it when I got hurt.

"Promise you won't murder her? I don't want my big bro in jail."

"That bad huh? I don't promise anything and I want to know and I want to know this now."

Sigh...

"Um she has been cheating on me for a while and she confessed that the only reason we were going out was because she wanted to get closer to you but that time you were going out.with Lynz".

"I'm gonna kill that bitch no one does this to my little Mikey. Where is she? Are you okay? Why would anyone do this to you?"

Sigh. I knew this was going to happen. Time to make coffee and calm down.

"I'm gonna make coffee you wants some?"

"What kind of question is that. Yes. And don't change the subject."

"I'll go make it now and I am also going to make toast and I am not chagging the subject you need to calm down."

"Okay but I am making the toast we don't need you burning down the house."

"Jesus Fuck you put a god damn fork once and I am never trusted near the.toaster again."

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