No more silence, just a gentle kiss (Ferard)

Chapter 11

Mikey's POV

"Oh and speaking of Ray why isn't he here?" I asked. 

"He wasn't feeling good so I told him to go home." Gerard responded. 

"Wait how do you know Frank likes me?" He continued. 

"Um...." 

"Excuse me for the interruption but you may visit Mr.Iero if you want he is still pretty unconscious but soon enough he will awaken." The doctor said, and thank god he did. 

"Yeah okay lets go Mikes" Gee responded.

Franks POV

My eyes are heavy and I feel so weak. I tried to open them but they wouldn't let me. My eyes closed I start feeling pain coming from my arm. I then remembered I tried to kill myself. Am I dead? Or am I alive? Is that why I can't wake up? I sure hope I am dead so I don't have go on another day with my love being with another man. Suddenly I hear a door open and two people talking. Wait I know these voices it's my love Gerard and his brother/ my best friend Mikey. 

"Look at him Mikes he looks so weak and it's all my fault." I heard Gerard say to Mikey. He sounded like he is crying and why did he blame himself? I did this not him. I feel so bad I really don't want to live especially knowing the pain I caused Gerard to have. I'm so sorry my love I never meant to hurt you no no no I only meant to do this to myself. Get me out od this, let me out of this. I don't know if I got that right but I do know those are lyrics from one of the newer generations the band is called Pierce The Veil pretty good. I heard them on the radio in my car driving to the store once. Wow really Frank even unconscious you still joke around. 

"No it's not Gee just calm down, he's going to wake up soon and everything will be okay" thank you Michael you always seem to know what to say when things are rough. This is why he's my best friend. And he's right it's not his fault and everything is going to be okay... I hope. 

"No Mikey it is if I just told him I Love him since the day I met him this wouldn't had happen." Wait did Gerard say he loves me?!? Gerard I love you too. Nothing, nothing came out. I need to tell him how I feel but I can't wake up. All I need is to wake up. I need to tell him. 'I love you gee' I tried yelling but still nothing.

Ray's POV

I went back home. I couldn't help but to feel guilty. I knew Frank loved him and that Gerard feels the same but I had to think of myself too. I can't let him take Gerard from me but I never wished this upon him. I hope Frank is okay but I hope he isn't at the same time. I wanted him okay he is still my friend and I care but I dont at the same time cause I don't want to loose Gee. I finally had him and I don't want to lose him already. Why can't he just love me the way I do? I know what you are thinking why would you

Franks POV

"I am going to grab some coffee do you want some to calm you down." I heard Mikes say. 

"No thanks, but you can just go ahead." Gerard responded.  

"Alright".

"Oh Franky my dear sweet Frank I hope you can make it out okay my love." Gerard said to me. I cant believe he called me his live :3. With that I opened my eyes and saw him laying his head on my chest. I pulled him up and gave him a smile and told him 

"I love you too." Then I gave him a kiss the most wonderful most loving kiss I had ever gave anyone in my life. Shortly after he began to kiss back. I swept my tongue in his bottom lips to ask for entrance which he gladly gave. 

"Uhm" I heard someone cough it was Mikey he walked in on us making out. I began to blush this deep color red. 

"Um sorry Mikes" I said embarrassed. 

"Uh Um it's alright. Gerard can I talk to you a minute?" He said uh oh that does not sound good and then I remembered Ray. Ray is not going to be too happy with finding out that his boyfriend had a hot make-out sesh with me... If I do say so myself.