My Ideal Imperfect Family

tears on my eyes

HELLO AGAIN... IT'S BEEN A LONG SINCE I LAST WRITE GUYS AND THANKS FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS WORK OF MINE. I KNOW IT'S NOT MUCH BUT THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT ANYWAY. BEAR WITH ME AS I FINISH WRITING THIS STORY...

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The days went so fast and today is my bonding with my bff. It's been a while since our last confrontation and i don't think he is still mad about me for trusting Matt to be my new friend and i know that even if he tried he could never be mad at me. Somehow i understand Drei for acting that way because he's only after for my safety and he sees to it that no harm could come near me. He is that protective of me.

Even in our younger years, he was like my-self-proclaimed-bodyguard. I don't mind though, because whenever he is around me i feel safe and protected. I could ask for more and he is a very special person in my life.

Now that he finds himself the other half of his heart i will make everything in my will to make him happy and have his happy ever after. I know not all are lucky to have one but i'll make it a point that even if i will not have my happy never after atleast my best friend could have his happy ever after. It's cheesy i know but for him i will definitely do it in a beat of a heart.

I stand up and check on my phone what time it is already. It's already past 9:00 and Drei is still not here. I dial his number and try calling him. The phone keeps ringing and no one's answering. I decided to phone him up again and still no one's answering. I decided to send him a message to check up on him.

***to Drei

Where are you? beep me back when you see this. ok?

After 5 minutes still i have no reply. I can't help myself to get worried because it's the first time that he ignored my calls and never text me back. Something wrong might happen to him. Maybe i will try contacting him again and if he will fail to answer i will go and check him out myself.

(calling Drei again)

The phone keeps on ringing and ringing but still no answer. i get up and called my butler to accompany me going to Drei's place to check if he's ok.

Hey! Art can you bring to Drei's house?

Sure. Just a moment and i'll prepare the car for you.

That would be great, thanks.

I go to my room and bring my guitar and my book with me because we might just stay there and hang-out just like we used to do.

In my way going to Drei's place i keep thinking what's the possible reason why he didn't show up on-time and why he's not answering my calls. I thought we are fine but now i have my hesitations to what i did wrong to make him upset with me. I can't think of any possible event that could make him like this aside from my confrontation with him about Matt but i know we're good already. So maybe he is sick and he can't get up and no one's taking care for him because he decided to have a place of his own now and i think that he might need me to take care of him.

As soon as the car stops, i hurriedly go out and rush inside Drei's condo unit. When i reach the elevator i keep on pressing the buttons like it would make my wait shorter and when it finally opens i wasted no time to press the top floor and keep on moving back and forth inside. It seems like the elevator moves in a snail like manner that takes me like forever to reach the top.

As the elevator dings open i immediately run to his door and luckily it's not locked and i headed directly to his door. When i opened the door of his room, i don't know how to react to what i have seen. I have seen Drei watching a movie with Charm draped on his side. Both of them are so engrossed watching the movie like nothing else in the world matters and that only the two of them exist. They fail to notice my presence and seeing them in that moment i realize that my friend has already a life that doesn't involve me. I'm happy for him, i really am but why does there's a pinch that i feel in my heart. It's so foreign feeling that i haven't had encountered before and I don't know what to call it.

I decided to stay for a while and just observe how they act around each other. I can see the contentment and smiles written on both of their faces and with that I'm assured that nothing could go wrong in their relationship and i will see to it that it will stay that way no matter what.

My worry fades and i'm happy to see my bff to have someone loving him like he deserves to be. There's nothing more that I could ask for than seeing him happy. Nothing else matters, as long as his happy because half of my life that i knew him he always makes sure that everything is fine for me and that he remained by my side when everyone failed to do so.

I'm finally satisfied to see him this happy because finally he have someone to care for aside from me. But why does there's tears on my eyes when i finally decided to go and leave?...