My Ideal Imperfect Family

The Audition

Sorry it took me months to update my story. i've busy in my last year in college. i hope you understand. but thanks anyways for continue reading my story though at some point i forgot my plot since my original story  of this one was deleted when get my laptop fixed and there is no hope that i could still recover those...

i hope i could pull this off. 

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Dianne

Days passed quickly and today is the day of the audition. After the last bell i stand up immediately and hurry my way to the auditorium to accompany Charm. Honestly, I'll still accompany her even without the favor Drei asked me. Charm is a good person i can see that and somehow i have seen a sister in her.

I quickly made my way toward her when i spot her in the middle row. I noticed that she's nervous but she seems to manage it and I'm impressed in how she composes herself.

"Charm" i tried to get her attention as she was busy rehearsing her lines. She did not hear me first so i decided to go to her.

'Hey" now i have her attention. i did give her my encouraging smile in which she wholeheartedly returned and i know that it somehow ease her nervousness. 

"i know you can do this Charm, and i know that Drei is so proud of you. Don't let your nerves get the best out of you. And i also believe in you, just give your best shot okay." she hugged and say her thanks.

'Thank you so much Eli and it means so much to me that you are here. Though Drei is not here i understand that our basketball team needs him most. i know how much it means to him and so do i"

Hearing her say those things make me like her more. She really love my best friend and I'm sure that i could rest assure that she won't hurt him. I'm really happy for him and I know love is not for me but it doesn't mean that i would also stop my best friend to experience it. Whatever makes him happy I'll support him all the way.

There is quite good numbers of auditionees today for the leading roles. They are having "Les Miserables". I personally like that musical play. I have the one where Anne Hathaway starred which she did great by the way and also i like Samantha Barks performance there too. And i can't seem to fathom the things that one can do for love. Well we have our own understanding of things.

I decided to sit in the center middle row to wait for Charm's turn. She walks confidently at the stage like she had never been nervous just a while ago. I can see her determination as she started her piece. She decided to sing "On my own" and she starts singing pouring all the love that she has.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

Every word she sings i could see her passion. Everyone is mesmerized by her enchanting voice. I could feel her love for performing and in that moment i have felt things i never had before. For once in my life i miss singing. How i wanted to perform again in the front of everyone to share my talent in singing but then again i can't. it just gives me bitter sweet memories that i promise to never linger again.

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

If things did not happen the way they had maybe i am there in that stage. I will sing my heart out at the top of my lungs and feel the adrenaline rush that performing could give. How i envy her. I want to sing but I can't anymore. It gives me feels that i couldn't afford to have and lose again.