⚠️⚠️⚠️WARNING!!! Trigger warning. Be carful⚠️⚠️⚠️
Sara's POV:
"Are you sure you can stay here alone?" Skate asked, I nodded then got out of the car and limbed my way to the house. I saw Skate pull out of driveway then disappear around the corner. I sighed then walked inside. A steaming hot shower and heating pad was calling my name.
Later that night
I sighted standing up and walking to my closet. I just needed to go for a walk no matter how badly my legs were killing me. I put on jeans and one of Johnson's zip ups then slipped on my shoes while walking out the door. It was almost 7:30. Meaning not a lot of people would be on the back streets so I could think with out any distraction. It was quiet. Too quiet. I sighed then pulled out my pack of cigarettes and pulled out one lighting it. "Smokings bad for you." A stranger said behind me, "Yeah and my mom said not to talk to strangers. But I did." I retorted back blowing out smoke. "Don't talk back to me like that. Respect your elders." He snapped, "Well maybe I would respect you if you minded your own god damn business." He quickly walked over to me grabbing me by the neck making me drop my cigarette. "Shut up bitch." He said getting close to my face. His breath gave off a strong scent of alcohol. He began to unbutton my jeans. I let out an ear piercing scream. Then he punched my gut. "You better shut up." He said continuing what he started. Tears were leaving my eyes as the strong man stripped me of what I had as clothes on. Silently sobbing I closed my eyes know what was going to happen next. Then the hand left my neck with a jerk and I fell to the ground. I tried covering myself up. "Get out of here!" Snapped a familiar voice. I opened my eyes to see Sam. He was looking the other way while he threw my clothes at me. I quickly got dressed as soon as possible. "You ok?" He said. I continued to sob not responding. "No. I'm not!" I said. "Hey! It was your fault anyway!" He snapped. I looked up at him. "How in the hell is it my fault." I said tears now slowly rolling down my cheek. "Because you should never be by yourself at this time of night." He said strangely calm. "Why do you care so much! You hate me." I said, "I really don't care about you if that's what you think." Sam responded back harshly, the words rolled off of his tongue with venom. "Well if you didn't care then why are you still trying to be my god damn super hero when you have a little bitch who's waiting for you in bed!" I snapped. "Your right. She is waiting for me in bed and we're gonna have soooo-" I cut him off, "Get a life and stay the hell away from me." I said pushing passed him and sprinting to my house in tears. Rushing upstairs I searched every drawer I had until I found what I was looking for. I have been clean for 5 months. Until today, because of one boy. I sliced away at my wrists.
Maddie's POV:
"Nate, come with me." I said grabbing my car keys. "Why?" He asked flicking the bud off of his cigarette "Because I'm gonna go check on Sara." I said. He nodded then got in the passenger seat. "She hasn't been answering any of my calls or texts and she's starting to scare me a little." I said. He nodded as I pulled out onto her street. After her gait open for us I parked and basically sprinted inside. "Sara!" I yelled. No response. "Sara!" I said running up the stairs. Finally I turned into her bedroom and found her curled up in a ball shaking. "Sara?" I said tapping her shoulder. "What's wrong with me?" She basically screamed. "Mads?" I heard Skate yell worried as he came sprinting into the room. "Nothing's wrong with you honey." I said, "Yes there is!" She yelled. "I've tried everything. Flirting. Telling him how I feel and he just rejects me. Everyone rejects me. He told me he didn't care! He told me he didn't fucking care!" She screamed. "And on top of that I almost got raped by a random stranger who started acting like my parent." She said a little calmer now. Her face was pale and full of anger and sadness. "How can I make you feel better?" I asked, "You can take me off of this earth so I don't feel any pain because I'm done. I'm giving up and I'm done." She said. I looked at her. "Did you ruin your clean months?" I asked quietly. She nodded, I looked away and tears stung my eyes. "I couldn't hold it anymore. I'm sorry." She said, "But I just screw things up anyway. I don't understand why I mean so much to you. I'm just a piece of trash that people are procrastinating to throw away."
Sammy's POV:
"Taylor why do I have to fuck up?" I said yanking at my hair. "I told her I didn't care." I said, "I heard you for the millionth time. But I want you to stop trying to text her and call her. She needs her space. You have caused her a lot of pain Sam. Don't you get it? Some girls are fragile." Taylor said. "Some girls are tough but they've been broken too many times, for example. Sara. And you're taking the tiny pieces and making them so small they become dust. She needs you to step back and give her space." He said. I nodded looking away. "She almost got raped tonight." I said, "What?" "Yeah. I saved her then I gave her shit telling her it was her fault." I said, "I told her it was h-her fault. F-for a random person w-who is way taller and stronger trying to have s-s." I couldn't finish before I started crying. "I'm sorry Taylor." I said. I let the tears flow down my face not caring if Taylor thought of me as weak or not. "I screwed everything up. And I'm sorry. I really want to fix it but I can't. I know I can't because I'm the one who caused it." I said, "I broke Sara Zak."
A/N
Is it ok to admit I cried a little while writing this? I hope you enjoyed the chapter. There was a lot of drama in this.
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