Alone in the Rain (Garroth X Reader MCD fanfic)

-+-Life is full of regrets-+-

Don't start the music YET

Before you start the story. Things to watch out for
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Y/N= Your name

L/N=Last name

H/C=Hair color

C/C= Color choice

More might be added on as the story goes

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Your POV

//Dream//

I find myself at my childhood home, the one I abandoned days ago except everything is different. The house was on fire..... My eyes widen as i stared at my home in fear. What happened to it?....Where's my mom and dad? "Y/N....Why did you leave us?.... Why did you leave us here to die?"....Who's voice is that? There isn't anyone here! But that was least i could think about. Images of my mother and father all cover with blood stained flashed in my mind. "No! Please No!..." "Why....Why did you leave your family?? Irene will punish you...We will punish you.....Laughter filled the air as i stand in fear.

//End of the dream//

I screamed while panting wildly. I could feel my heartbeat almost going to overload. Tear stains were everywhere on my pillow. I covered myself in my blanket and sobbed silently. I shouldn't have left. I left my parents in to die. Now i have to live my whole life with it and there's no going back. It was still late at night and the sun hasn't came up yet. Im such a bad child to my parents... I cried myself to sleep as the sun prepared to rise.

//After a while//

No...I don't want to wake up..I don't want to.. The bright sun light shined on my pale face as push the sleeping bag down to my feet. Thanks goodness it was Sunday...I can't bare showing up at school today. I got up weakly and did the usuals. The air was pretty chilly today as well. I had nothing plan for the next hour so I guess I'll just--My thoughts were interrupted by a notification on my phone making a DING sound.

I grabbed it and opened up to the home screen. A text from Garroth..I swear he could be so annoying sometimes. How did he even get my number?

Garroth: Hey are you free today?

Y/N: What do you want? Do you have to text me everyday?!

Garroth: I don't text you everyday, looks like someone woke up at the wrong side of the bed.

Yes Garroth...Your right...I don't feel well today so you should just stop texting me. Of course this is not what I typed.

Y/N: Get to the point. I don't have all day you know.

Garroth: Mmmm... Anyways, you wanna do something today? I have nothing planned so..

Y/N: I don't get it. You know you can just hangout with some of your other friends right? You don't have to hangout with someone like me, I'm not forcing you to.

Garroth: You didn't think I would know that? Just answer my question do you or do you not.

Y/N: Hmm....What is the answer I'm looking for again? Oh yeah, no thank you. I'm busy today maybe sometime later.

With that I shutted my phone and plugged in my headphones. Before I got any further I felt a strange feeling in my stomach. Guilt. I should've been nicer about it... People always say, if you can't say something in real life person to person, you shouldn't say it through text. Why do I always make these mistakes? I look at the messages I sented and again. No reply. I sighed once again and turn on the music and gone for a walk. There was really nothing else I could do. I felt shivers down my spine as I felt the dream I had replaying in my mind. Music is exactly what could help me do the trick.

Start the music oh and btw, your not singing while do this if your wondering (Music; Headphones)

She gave it her best
She tried to fit in
She tried to be cool
But she never could win
Her mom says she's great
The kids think she's weird
Honestly she wish she could disappear

Why you try, try to be like the rest of them
When you know there's so much more within
There's only one you
Here's what ya' gotta do

Whoa, whoa...
Anytime you feel alone, put on your headphones
Love, love's coming through your headphones
Anytime you feel alone, put on your headphones
Love, love's coming through your headphones
L-o-o-ove is coming through your headphones
L-o-o-ove is coming through your headphones

He gets in his car
He falls apart
It came to an end
And now it's breaking his heart
He wants to give up
Wants to try again
Honestly he doesn't know what he's feeling

Hey, you might not see it with your eyes
But keep your head up to the sky
The sun is coming through
Here's what you gotta do

Whoa, whoa...
Anytime you feel alone, put on your headphones
Love, love's coming through your headphones
Anytime you feel alone, put on your headphones
Love, love's coming through your headphones
L-o-o-ove is coming through your headphones
L-o-o-ove is coming through your headphones

So keep your head up high and dust off your shoulders
It's alright, no, it's not over
Love is here, it came to dry up all your tears
Oh, can you feel it
Gotta believe it, gotta see it
By your side in the middle of the night
So keep your head up high and the dust off your shoulders
It's alright, no it's not over

Anytime you feel alone, put on your headphones
Love, love's coming through your headphones
Anytime you feel alone, put on your headphones
Love, love's coming through your headphones
L-o-o-ove is coming through your headphones
L-o-o-ove is coming through your headphones

So keep your head up high and dust off your shoulders
Coming through your headphones
So keep your head up high and dust off your shoulders
Coming through your headphones

Twinkle, twinkle in your eye
Listen to this lullaby
The sun is shining in the sky
I see love it's in your eyes

This ain't the first time you felt like this
This ain't the first time, this ain't the first time
This ain't the last time you'll feel like this
But it'll be fine
If you can just, smile

Right now, I probably walked pretty far like by the park? The music really helped...but after it ended...Flashbacks of the dream started to replay in my head again. "Why did you leave us here to die Y/N?..."Why did you leave your family?" "Irene will punish you...We will punish you.." The voices replayed in my head along with horrifying pictures... No..Please...Stop! Stop! Please!....

I stopped walking then dropped on my knees on the hard sidewalk as my headphones fall off my head. Both of my hands was holding my head as my eyes widen in fear. "Why...Why did you leave us Y/N?" "Your left your family to die..." The voices echoes inside my head. Make it stop....Please make it stop! I heard someone calling my name from behind at a farther distance than me. I couldn't stop breathing heavily. The last thing I knew was strong arms wrapped around me, that feels just like the ones from that very same day.....