•James' POV•

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Shit.

I have been trying all week to get a hold of Hailey. Ellie texted me telling me about the accident. When I first heard about it, I wanted to jump on a plane and go straight to Hailey. But I knew she was still mad and me and with her parents dead, I just don't want to make her life harder on her. I send so many voice mails her inbox gets full. I miss her so much and I regret everything.

It was all my fault. Amy kissed me and then Hailey and I had the fight. If we didn't have the fight, then she wouldn't have called her parent. And they wouldn't be dead now. It's all my fault. They guys keep saying it's not but it feels like it is.

The boys have been trying to get my mind off of the break up with the Weebly performance. But everything reminds me of Hailey.

I wonder how she is doing? She thinks I never loved her and it was just to play with her heart. But it wasn't. I love her more than anything.

She must being hurting so much and I don't want her to. I want to take all of her pain away. I love seeing her happy. And when she's not, it makes me unhappy too. All I want in life is to make her happy.

Ok brain you need to stop. Weebly is supposed to be fun. But knowing what Hailey is going through and I'm not there to comfort her is making Weebly terrible. I'm a mess. I just hope that maybe she will forgive me and come to Weebly. I can only hope.

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