Two days before our wedding and I'm freaking out but then again I'm happy.. And excited but I also want to vomit my brain out. I don't know what to do other then sit here and watch as misha paces in front of the couch. "Is.... Is he ok?" Savannah asks walking in.
"Yes. I hope... Anyway we got you that dress it is in your closet and I'm gonna need you to do the test." I nod to the kitchen where Lou sits set up. She walks in and starts talking with him. Misha on the other hand has now stopped sighed looked at me and smiled. "Jensen ackles- Collins."
"Yes." I nod
"That's gonna be great." Misha strides over and grabs my face he then pushes his lips to mine.
"Yeah it is." I laugh pulling off for air.
"You're not gonna leave me are you?"
"Absolutely not." I pull him down onto my lap. "Are you ready?" I ask.
"Yeah I am now."
"Yeah?" I smile.
"I love you." Misha rests his head on my shoulder.
"Yeahh I know."
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"Hey jay." I say as jared picks up his phone
"What's up?"
"I can't do this."
"What'd you mean?"
"I can't get married."
"Yes you can."
"No no. I can't. I am so nervous I can't do it jared I can't."
"Ok jensen calm down. I'll come pick you up. Stay at your house."
"Okay." I hang up and tap on my knee waiting. A few minutes later jared pulls up. I get in and we start driving.
"Ok what's going on?"
"I can't get married. I'm not that guy. You know me I sleep around and fuck pretty girls. I can't do it. I can't do it."
"Don't tell yourself that Jens. Think about everything that misha does that makes you happy."
"No that's not gonna work I've tried that."
"Ok well how about I think about everything I like about misha?" Jared raises his eyebrow. "He's nice. Really nice and gets along with everybody." He glances at me. "And he looks good. I mean I wouldn't have sex with him mainly because I have a wife but he is good looking and I bet waking up to him in scruffy hair with your shirt on makes you happy?"
"Yeah he does this thing in the morning where I'll be making us coffee and he'll wrso his arms around my torso from the back and say something cute."
"Yeah? And he is funny." I chuckle thinking back from a joke Misha told me. "And Jens he makes sure you're happy before anything."
"Yeah.."
"Don't get me started about the sex. Am I right? I mean those hips. Mmm enough to turn a straight man gay." Jared grins. "How is that by the way?"
"Sex with misha?" I cock my head.
"Yeah. Best sex you've had?"
"Yeah." I smile. "Morning sex is the best though. Beside shower sex. Shower sex for us is complicated because there's no where to grab."
"How about how smart he is?"
"Yeah."
"Yeah. Gen helps out with the budget sometimes but misha told me he usually prefers to do it."
"He is really smart."
"He always knows what to spend and how yo spend it right?"
"Can you take me back home.."
"Or you can jump in with misha." Jared pulls beside our car in a parking lot.
"Hey good lookings." Misha winks getting out.
"Hey." Jared says.
"What're you guys doing? Baby have you been crying?"
"Pfft no."
"Are you ok?" Misha asks looking worried now.
"No." I shake my head.
"Hey cmere." I get out of the car and misha wraps his arms around me. "Its ok baby."
"I'm so scared."
"About what? What's going on?"
"You're like above and beyond and I'm just here. You're great at everything. Even jared says so."
"Whoa ok I didn't say he was better then you jensen." Jared jumps out. "I was just saying he's a great boyfriend and wouldn't you rather be with one great guy then a million shitty guys?"
"Yeah."
"Were you having doubt's?" Misha asks.
"Yeah." I nod. "I tried not to. I was thinking about how great we're gonna be. And then.. I remembered your parents are divorced my parents are divorced. What if its in our genes?"
"Its not. We're gonna get married and we're gonna be the best damn couple the world has ever seen." Misha wipes a year rolling down my cheek. God I feel like such a wimp. "Jensen I love you."
"I love you too."
