Running Towards You (An EXO Fanfic)

Chapter 10 - Conflicted

After explaining everything that happened, Adara sat there in shock. I looked at her with worry.

"Are you okay?" I asked. She had been frozen like this for two minutes. I got up and started waving my hands in front of her eyes to see if she was even able to see me. She suddenly got up, startling me, and immediately started pacing around the room.

"So, you mean to tell me," she said. "That you met the EXO members, kissed one of them, almost kissed another, got confessed to, and have 2 of their numbers, all in one day?!" She stated confused. She looked at me and I nodded towards her, with a smile on my face. She sat back down, still processing everything that I had just told her, with a complete blank look on her face. She must be in denial, I know I would be. She suddenly grabbed me by the shoulders, her face close to mine.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME SOONER! THIS IS TOO MUCH. I THINK I AM GOING TO FAINT OR PASS OUT. THIS REALLY HAPPENED? HOW DID THIS EVEN HAPPEN. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!" She said, shaking me.

"Woah, ok you are making me dizzy," I said. She let go of me.

"Sorry, I just don't even know what to say," She said, staring at the wall behind me. I couldn't help but start laughing at her.

"You know, I felt the same way when I first thought about it, but just denying that it happened is not even possible anymore. It wasn't just a dream. This really happened and I am having dinner with them on Friday. I mean this is absolutely nuts right?" I looked towards her. She shook her head up and down, agreeing with me. Then, suddenly, she gave me this look, like she was plotting something.

"What?" I asked nervous. She just continued to stare, giving me this terrifying look.

"Soooooo...," She started. "You still like him right? Your bias?" she asked, leaving me now in shock, with a smirk on her face. I started to turn red at the mention of it.

"U-um...maybe?" I answered, embarrassed.

"What maybe! You have liked him for 3 years and you can't answer this one question?" She asked. "Or has D.O gotten to you?" She continued, causing me to become even more flustered.

"I-I don't know!!" I exclaimed, completely confused. "I don't even know anymore. When I saw him at the beginning of the day, my started racing like crazy and then that moment I had with him...but then the moment around the lake with D.O..." I could feel my heart starting to beat again. I started to squirm and throw a tantrum like a 3 year old and fell off the couch. Adara started laughing at me. "Haijima~~~" I said.

"Wow, these guys have really affected you," she said. I just laid on the ground my face to the floor, not willing to move. "What are you going to do?" She asked. I turned my head to the side, glancing up at her.

"I have absolutely no idea. My heart tells me one thing and my brain tells me another. I mean, I can't even like them can I? How would it be fair to the fans, the other people who love them? I don't want to be selfish and take them away from them. It just does not sit well with me..." I concluded. "But, if I feel a certain way for one of them, I can't stop it can I? No matter how hard I try, especially if I keep on seeing them like this, my feelings will just grow stronger. Aigo~" Conflicted, I decided to just not move, so I would not have to adult.

"Ok, enough of this," Adara said, picking me up off the ground. "Stop throwing a pity party for yourself! So what if you like one of them? Who has the right to keep you away from them? If they are real fans, they would be happy for you guys. You should fight for it! After you sort out your feelings, of course." She asked. I started to tear up. She pulled me into a hug. "I love you Y/N. You shouldn't feel like you don't have the right to like one of them. It isn't fair to you. You are one of the sweetest and kindest people I have ever met. Any of those members would be lucky to have you. I mean, D.O obviously knows it," She said. I couldn't help but laugh, through my tears. I moved back from her grasp and looked up at her.