Running Towards You (An EXO Fanfic)

Chapter 12 - Up All Night

Previously...

"And now that I have gotten to know you better...I have come to realize that...I like you..."

My heart started to race at his words words and I could feel the feelings I had for him from long before resurfacing very quickly. There was only one person who could affect me this way.

The one and only, Suho.

Y/N's P.O.V

As he looked straight at me, all I could think is how? How did he come to like me? This is unbelievable! My bias, actually has feelings for me. I felt the heat rise in my face as he continued to stare at me, waiting for a response. I had no idea what to do. What the hell is wrong with these guys?! How can they all like me? Is it because I am a foreigner? As I was trying to have a conversation with myself, I heard him laughing. I glanced over at him to see the biggest smile on his face.

"Wow, do you look flustered. I thought you knew," He said, rubbing his hands together, still eye-level with me. He thought I-I knew?

"W-why did you think that?" I asked him, not able to understand. He leaned closer to me and took hold of my hands, caressing the tops of them with his thumbs. Startled, I froze. He continued to move his thumb, staring at my hands. 

"When I saw you and Sehun together the night of the shooting, his head on your lap mind you, I started to turn away because I was jealous at the time," he started. "I didn't know it yet but I had already started to have feelings for you. And then tonight, the 'fighting over which food you would eat' with Sehun was not really about food but about you," he said, glancing up, looking at me in the eyes. "I thought you probably knew by the end of dinner, but I guess not huh?" He said, smiling at me. My heart started to race. Wow, was I an idiot or what? 

"I-I honestly had no idea..." I whispered. I turned my head down, too embarrassed to look at him. W-what do I do now? Does he want me to answer him? These guys are throwing curve balls at me left and right and I can't keep up! I do know however, that my feelings for him are the same from before. I still like him. But now, I have to sort through all my feelings for all of them before I can answer any of them. 

"Well, now you know," He said, causing me to look back up at him. He started to stand up, letting go of my hands. He stretched, bringing back his arms. I just continued to look at him, still sitting on the bench, not knowing what to say or do. S-should I say something?

"I-I-"

"Don't feel stressed about it ok?" He said, cutting me off. "I wanted to let you know before I couldn't stand it anymore. I needed to tell you and now that I have, I feel a lot better," he said, after stretching, bringing his arms back down to his sides. He looked back at me. "I also want you to know that I will fight for you," He asserted, coming closer to me again, causing me to get up off the bench. "Even if some of the members like you as well, I want to be the only one for you. The only one you come to when you have problems, the only one that comforts you when you are sad, the only one that holds your hand, the only one that can claim you as his." He stated, causing my heart beat to go off the charts. My face was definitely by now red, and I was extremely embarrassed. He started to lean in closer as if to kiss me, when he stopped inches from my face. "Think about it," was all he left me with. He turned away leaving me in the park, breathless and shaking. 

As he walked away, my legs gave out and I sat on the bench once again. 'Don't feel stressed about it'...HOW CAN I NOT BE STRESSED. Holy lord. I think I am going to hell. What did I do to deserve all this?! Is someone playing a joke on me right now? Why do THREE of them like me? I placed my face in my hands, dead from the situation. I sat back up, looking at the sky. I must be crazy. This isn't happening. Not only my bias, but Sehun and D.O. Feeling empty, I decided to head back home for the night, continuing my reflection in bed.