September 19, 2015
journal,
school starts tomorrow. i have my uniform ready, i even went to get a nice set of pens and pencils. hoseok called today asking if we could hang out before classes started. mom was the one who answered and she said i would go. i couldn't say no if she had already agreed, the only good thing i got out the outing was that hoseok bought me a strawberry milkshake.
he dragged me around the mall saying he wanted to buy clothes, i just nodded and followed him around not talking much unless he asked something.
sometimes i feel bad for being the way i am toward hoseok. if he were someone else, he would've already ditched me for better friends, but he sticks around. i don't really get why, i'm not even that fun.
i decided i would start being a bit more open to him, i may not show him enough but i care about him. after all, he has bought me a lot of milkshakes, and if there's something i love, it's milkshakes.
i'm going to bed now. hopefully i can wake up in time for school. who knows maybe i'll be lucky and disappear before the sun rises. i doubt it, goodnight.
-ksj
