It has been so long since I came back here, hasn't it? It actually feels oddly calming to write here again, to read all my old entries, feel the things I felt back then.
It's interesting, don't you think? That everyday, we change little by little, and after a while, we look back and truly see what we have become. Whether we progressed, or degressed.
There have been so many things I went through, to find my smile, to pull myself out of the black pit of depression. But let me tell you this, fighting whatever you're facing right now, is worth living another day.
Maybe, if you decide not to commit suicide tonight, then tomorrow you might meet the love of your life, maybe you'll get an A in a class you struggled in, maybe you'll get that puppy you always wanted.
Anything could happen, if you just help yourself, and learn to love again, learn to live again, you can rule this world. Prove the people who pushed you down wrong. Prove to yourself that you won't be beaten.
Even if everyone is against you, know that on wattpad, a scrawny, nerdy girl managed to get out of depression and is living, after being such a damn mess. That's some miracle, and that girl knows you can do it too.
Long time no see, guys. I hope you all have a beautiful, clear day.
