To put it short, I've been extremely depressed. Every day I feel like sobbing and then I hate myself for all this misery. I can't talk to anyone. My old friends ignore my texts, I haven't made any new friends. I thought for a moment that my mom cared but I'm not exactly sure. I've been losing weight, too, which worries me because I'm already underweight.
Idk, guys. I won't be online much. I'm afraid to go up to my mom and tell her. I feel like she'll think I'm looking for attention. I guess I am looking for attention, I really want this to stop. This has been going on for years and I can't handle it.
I'm gonna start writing again. It makes me happy.
Sorry for the sad update. See ya.
