I hate our damn education system
I FUQING HATE IT.
So ACT is coming and for those who don't know what it is, basically it's like a test that determines wether you are worthy of stepping inside a specific building (college) as another person.
First of all
FUCK STANDARDIZED TESTS
literally who created it, I truly hope you are rotting in hell you son of a bitch
you have been fucking up the lives of other people for too damn long.
Like why the hell do you feel the need to see if I can think like Billy over there?
We're differenT PEOPLE WE DONT SHARE THE FUKINF SAME BRAIN OFCOURSE WE'RE GONNA THINK DIFFERENTLY
I, my whole life, have stressing out over this shit and I can no longer take it.
Quick recap on what happened a few minutes ago:
We're practicing for the ugly ass ACT writing portion and our teacher told us this was gonna be a mock trial
So we're gonna get a prompt like one from the actual ACT test and we're gonna write and this is all to prepare us.
We have 40 minutes to write an 5 paragraph essay.
I wrote 2 and barely a conclusion paragraph.
Bitch.
My brain doesn't process info like Sarah's brain does, no bitch, I'm not gonna write a 5 paragraph essay in 40 minutes because I fkcing can't.
It literally took me at least 10 minutes to just read the prompt, understand wtf its talking about, look at the perspectives, and give myself a tiny outline in my head.
I literally just wanna Frkakoq UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
And it becomes worst when you see people writing shit and you haven't started because you get nervous and shit for starting so late and being behind and— Can I please think and work at my own fast pace.
Thank you.
And I wasn't being lazy or anything. I was trying y'all, I really was and the fact that i couldn't finish when others did, just ughhh
It's so mentally tiring, that's it's become physical hard on me.
*sigh*
