Ch.7
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.Blank. Staring at nothing. Forced to realize how alone I truly am. Face sore from all the tears I just shed. Mind blank with numbness. Empty walls. I am alone. Make the feeling stop. Help.
I start to hear the door open so I look up and see Baekhyun all beat up. He has a busted lip and a bruised eye. I'm about to ask what happened but he starts to talk about the concert we have to do in a week. I look over at the wall and I don't get anything he's saying. My mind slowly starts to wander off to anything but right now. I want to get away from everything. Physically people are here. Mentally I'm stranded-alone at sea. Slowly my mind wanders back and I realize that Baekhyun has a busted lip and bruised eye! And that we're having a concert NEXT week but look at his face. But what happen? Is it my fault?
"Hyung wh-... what happened? What happened to your face?"
"What are you talking about Sehunnie? I'm perfectly fine..."
What are you talking about you have a busted lip and a bruised eye!
"Hyung did the manager do this?"
"Sehun..... WHAT are you talking about?? Anyways have you gone and seen Kyungsoo yet? We should go right now if you like? I think we should go come on Sehun. Tao is waiting outside for you want me to let him in?" Baekhyun chokes out.
I look over at him again and try to figure out what's wrong. What's he trying to do? To make me forget about what's going on? Did the doctor tell them to act like this? Or is it because he wants to act like Luhan? Do they all want to become Luhan?
"So do you want to or are you going to continue to stare of to space?" Baekhyun says.
What are you trying to do?! Why won't you explain what's going on? Don't keep it in...
"Hey Baek.. you know trying to act like nothing's wrong isn't going to make everything okay?"
"I could say the same to you Sehun. Stop blocking us out. Try to understand that we're here to help you. We're not trying to hurt you or force you to do this but we need you to open up and let us help. I promise we're here to help." Baekhyun says.
I look at him and think that he's just trying to act like he's Luhan... he's trying to be Luhan but he can't ever be him..
"Baek... you guys keep doing these stuff where you say promises that you can't keep. You keep saying these things like you'll help so do me a favor and keep your lies to yourself. Don't go around spreading you lies." I say as I look away.
"Sehun-" Baekhyun tries to say something but I cut him off.
"Hey can you just leave me alone?" I say snapping at him. He looks over at me shocked but nods and leaves.
Did the manager do that to Baekhyun? This is all my fault.. everything that's been happening is all my fault isn't it.
Baekhyun's P.O.V
Sehun. I'm... We're trying to help but you're not letting us. We're not trying to be Luhan... we're helping you because you're our little brother. Even if you say you don't want our help we're still going to try to help you. I walk over to Yixing, Tao, and Chen.
"He's still blaming himself and in all seriousness he's going to keep doing it until Luhan personal tells him it's not his fault. Or we can keep trying but..."
"What are we going to do.... Guys I'm at a lost..." Chen says.
"We can't give up on him!" Tao yells.
"We're not giving up on him." Chen says.
"We would never give up on him Tao" Yixing says.
"Come on head to practice!" the manager screams.
We all nod our heads and head out to practice. Sehun please get better.
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Monophobia - SehunxLuhan Sehun's p.o.v
Storie breviThe rubix- 26 pieces... Or two... I couldn't forget about you. Luhan... Please comeback to me. ----------- Some of the parts may be different from Luhan's P.O.V.