Monophobia - SehunxLuhan Sehun's p.o.v

I thought you loved me...

Ch.4
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Yixing P.O.V

We were walking to the dance room to practice the dances but I don't remember any of the of the moves.I can't even remember my own birthday sometimes. I look over at Sehun to see if he feels any better then he was this afternoon but he's still the same. He's back to being his cold self. I miss the old Sehun... when Luhan left he didn't just take himself he took a part of Sehun with him and it was the part where his happiness is. I'm about to walk up to Sehun but Chen bets me to it. He grabs his hand and pulls him to the front of the group. He starts to whisper something into his ear. I walk closer and see his eyes start to water up. Chen what are you doing to him... Are you trying to help him or make him worst...
Chen's P.O.V
I don't know if I should tell him.. Would it help make him feel better. I don't know how to help Sehun. I want to make him feel better but I don't understand how to help him. Luhan Hyung told me to take care of him while he's gone but I don't understand how to help it's confusing. He doesn't want help but he does. He isn't accepting anyone's help he wants to be alone but at the same time he didn't want to be alone. I walk up to him and grab his hand. I pull him to the front of the group and whisper into his ear.
"Sehun your not alone. I'm here to help. Luhan Hyung wouldn't want you to be like this. You need to stop."
I look him in the eyes and they start to get watery.
"Leave me alone Chen"
And with that he walks away like usually.
Sehun P.O.V
They all think they can help me. I'm not a 5 year old I can take care of myself I don't need they're help. Chen walks up to me and grabs my hand. He pulls me to the front of the group and whispers into my ear.
"Sehun your not alone. I'm here to help. Luhan Hyung wouldn't want you to be like this. You need to stop."
My eyes start to water up and I don't need his help a voice whispers to me.
"Leave me alone Chen"
And I walk away from him. I walk into the building and head to the dance studio. I see Manager Hyung waiting for us.
"Where's the rest of them"
"right behind me" I say as they walk in.
I start to stretch I look over and see a rubix cube sitting on the speaker. I can feel my breathing get hard and my head spins. Why's that in here?!
" you still haven't gotten over that idiot he betrayed all of you. Why do you care so much?" Manager hyung says
What the freak!
" he's not an idiot! He didn't betray us!" I say getting closer to him.
" Yes he did. He isn't here right. He didn't care about how you guys felt about him leaving. He left for his own selfish reasons he wanted to go solo. He's always wanted to go solo. He didn't even ask how you felt about him leaving did he. He's even told me he wanted to go solo. He was done dealing with all of you so just get to dancing you can't leave until you perfect all of these dances."
That's not it. That's not why he left.. he wouldn't leave for something like that. What would he?... He didn't ask how I felt about him leaving... He did make a solo album after he left.... Is that why he left to go solo? Was he done with having to deal with us? Was he done dealing with me? Did he really hate me... All this time he hated us? But why Luhan I thought you loved us.. I thought you loved me....