It's Complicated

Blue-Green

It's a Sunday morning. It's like 6:00 in the fucking morning. The only reason I'm up at this time is to go downstairs and get some water because my mouth was so dry. I carefully walked down the stair case not wanting to wake anyone up.

Making it downstairs, I looked over to the couch and seen my dad sleeping. I know what you're thinking, why is my dad staying here? Well he hasn't found a place to live so he's crashing here and I'm truly shocked my mom let him.

I opened the refrigerator and grabbed a cold water bottle and went back to my room closing the door quietly. I reached for my phone and scrolled through Instagram, Twitter, and seen snapchat stories. After my daily scrolling, I went on my contact list and texted Madi to see if she was awake.

Me- Madi boo
   *seen 6:45*
Madi- Yes babe?
Me- I'm so bored
Madi- What the hell do you want me to do about it?
Me- I don't know entertain me! Please!
Madi- Why don't you text your lover
Me- Excuse me? Lover? I don't love him.
Madi- not yet. ;)
Me- *rolls eyes*
    *seen 7:20*

"Bitch." I whispered. I got out of bed and washed my face, I also put on some decent clothes for the day. I heard knocking on my balcony so I got up to see Dylan. I opened the sliding door slowly so it won't make noise. "What are you doing weirdo." I said as he squeezed through the little amount opened.

"I came to see you." He said pecking my lips. "Shouldn't you be rehearsing your lines?" I asked sitting on my bed. "Yeah but I wanted to see you." He smiled and sat next to me. "You saw me, wait never mind you didn't." I said thinking about it. "I know I wanted to stop by and say hey."

"Hey." I said laughing. "What's so funny?" He furrowed his eyebrows. "Nothing you're just really cute." I said smiling at him. "Well thanks." He said smiling. "Sooo aren't you supposed to leave?" I looked up at him. "Yeah. Bye." He said then kissed my lips and walked back out my balcony.

'God he's so hot.'

I heard knocking on my door so I got up to open it seeing my mother. "Stella let's talk." I nodded my head and let her in my room. "Where do I start?" She said in a low voice. "Let me start. I'm so sorry for being a pain in your ass. These last few years have been crazy. But when you told me you were pregnant, I just didn't know how to react." I looked at her.

"But you were right I barely met Matthew like one year ago. I shouldn't be pregnant." She replied. "But you are." I said disappointed. She sighed heavily. "It'll be okay." I whispered to her in a hug. She got up and left my room.

After like 1 hour of doing god knows what. I was so bored I literally had nothing to do! After thinking of what to do I remembered that I have a skateboard in my closet. I opened my closet grabbed my skateboard and phone and left to the park to skate.

"Wow I'm surprised I still know how to ride this." I said with a huge smile while riding the skateboard. Literally 3 seconds later I fell off the skateboard pretty bad. "Fuck!" I yelled while on the ground.

I looked down at my legs completely scratched up. And to top it off the scab from when I jumped the fence was now bleeding along with other little cuts. "Hey are you okay?" I heard a male voice. I looked up from the ground and seen some kid around my age with black hair and green-blue eyes.

"Yea I'm fine. I just fell on my fucking ass cuz I thought I was all cool knowing how to ride a skateboard." I murmured. He let out a slight laugh and held his hand out to help me get up. I grabbed his hand and he pulled me up and handed me my skateboard. "I'm Joe." He smiled.

"I'm Stella." I smiled back. He just kept looking at me. I'm not going to lie or anything but he's really handsome. "Umm it was nice meeting you." I laughed awkwardly. "Same to you. Hey maybe I'll see around?" He said. "Yea, maybe. Hopefully not like this again." I smiled. "Yea." He stared. "Bye." I said and went on my board and skated away. "Bye!" I heard him yell back and his voice slowly fade away as I continued to ride my skateboard.

'How fucking embarrassing!!!!'

I rode back home and right before I opened the door I didn't hear yelling for once. I opened the door and went to my room quickly before my dad seen all the cuts. "STELLA!!!" I heard his voice yell the second I was about to go upstairs.

"Shit." I whispered. "Yes dad?" I responded back. "Get over here." I went back down the stairs and went to the kitchen to where my dad was. He looked me from head to toe. "What happened to you?" He asked looking at my legs. "Well. I ate shit." I looked at my cut up legs. "Go get cleaned up we are going somewhere." He shooed me away.

I went upstairs in my room and grabbed the alcohol. I took a deep breath and poured the alcohol all over my open wounds. It stung soooo bad! I patted my legs dry and let them air out so I just fixed my hair. I went outside in the car where my father was.

"I thought you were mad at me?" I said with attitude. "I was disappointed." He looked at me. "Same shit." I rolled my eyes. "I've been following you." He said with the straightest face. "What?" I furrowed my brows. "Aren't you with Dylan, why were you with some other kid?" He asked me.

I could feel my face burning up from anger. "First of all it's none of your business! Second of all I don't even know the dude, okay?" I raised my voice at him. "No need for anger." He said calmly. "Oh my god! Are you kidding you are the one following me!"

"I'm worried about you." He looked at me. "Look I don't care! I don't care about school! I don't care that moms pregnant!" I yelled as we were still in the car. "Stella shut the fuck up! Oh my god you're always yelling I swear you give me headaches." He said rubbing his temples.

"Look I just want the best for you. I don't want you to be some pregnant 17 year old and I sure don't want my daughter to be a little hoe." He said. "I'm not a hoe, and I don't even know that kid all I said was my name and left. I like Dylan." I calmed down. "I know." He said with a smile and got out the car.

I got out the car and went back in my room locking the door like always. Then I heard little knocks on my balcony. I got up expecting to see Dylan but it was Joe. I opened the door and went outside.

"Umm what the hell are you doing here?" I asked kinda freaked out. "Sorry but I just wanted to tell you that you're really beautiful." He said out of breath. My eyes widened a little. "Thanks," I smiled. "You're not that bad looking either." I said hitting his shoulder.

"Hey maybe we can go skating someday? Here's my number." He said pulling out a paper with his number and name. "Yea sure. I'll let you know." I smiled. Then he came towards me and hugged me then left. I went back in my room closing the door. "Well that was weird." I whispered to myself.

I grabbed my phone and started to call Dylan but it went straight to voicemail.

'Maybe he's still filming'

I just let it go and just laid in bed thinking of what to do. I just did my homework while listening to Metallica.

When I finished I just went to be ready for tomorrow morning.