Is it real?

5 months pregant

So today I'm 5 months wow this pregnancy has gone by fast. My mom dad and Trevor are back on good talking terms. Well, I guess they have to because when Trevor told his mom I was pregnant she didn't want him in the house so he's living with me now. But he has to sleep in the living room until the baby is born. And today I'm going to the doctors. So I get to check to see how the baby is doing.

You're probably wondering about school well I wear baggy clothes so no one can see the only people that know at school is Miya Trevor and the staff at my school. No me and Trevor are not back together. I mean I want to get back together but he doesn't really want to cause he wants to focus on the baby and just the baby right now. Which I understand but I just wish that I could be apart of his life more than just the girl that is having his baby. But that may never happen. I was laying down deep in my thoughts when Trevor came in.

"Hey Leah you ready?" 

"Yeah, I'm coming sorry I was just thinking."

 "About what?" 

"Nothing." 

"Leah I know you it's more than nothing. Tell me please."

 "I was think about what you said when you didn't want to be together." 

"I'm sorry Leah it's not that I don't want to be together it's that I want to focus on the baby and I don't think your parents would like that."

 "So we fucked and they got over it dating isn't that bad." 

"We didn't fuck Leah."

 "Wait what then what did we do or what would you call how we made our baby?" 

"We made love" Trevor said smiling and when he said that I smiled too. 

"What?"

 "We made love." 

"How?"

 "There's a difference between fucking and making love." 

"Like what?"

 "When you fuck someone it's for fun and doesn't have feelings for that person really but when you make love is when your having sex with someone you love" he couldn't say that last part without smiling.

 "What you love me?"

 "Yes, I always have and always will." I couldn't help but smile and same with him.

 "I love you too." 

"Come on or we will be late," my mom said she was taking us to the doctors.

 "Ok coming!" I yelled back but not mad just saying it.

****At the doctors****

Ok so we are in the room and I'm freaking out I might get to know the sex of the baby. Haha it's funny cause to make the baby you have to have sex and they call the gender of the baby the sex has anyone ever thought of that too or just me?

"Hi Leah I'm doctors Ross I'll be checking your baby" she seemed really nice.

 "Hi it's nice to meet you this is my mom Lilly and this is Trevor he's the baby's dad." 

"Nice to meet you all should we look at the baby?" 

"Yes." 

"Would you like the know the sex of the baby?" 

"Yes please," I said with excitement. 

"It's a boy," doctor Ross said. 

"Omg really thank you so much" you guys probably thought it was me but nope that was Trevor.

                 

****At home now 10pm****

It's now 10 when I got home I told everyone everything so the baby's name is Josh Adam. I'm pretty tired I think I'm going to head to bed. When I got to my bed Trevor was laying down looking at the picture of the baby. I couldn't help but smile it was really cute.

"What are you doing Trev?"

 "I'm looking at our baby boy Lee" oh yeah that's what he calls me now I kinda like it is cute.

 "I know it was cute." 

"I'm so happy we are having a baby together are you Lee?"

 "Yes, Trev." "Lee I wouldn't want a baby with anyone else but you cause you're a good person." 

"Aww, thanks Trev you are too."

 "Well you should get some rest and I should too I have to get your present tomorrow." 

"Present for what?"

 "Your b-day."

 "Oh yeah, I forgot I was thinking about the baby a lot lol." 

"Same but I could never forget your b-day." 

"Night Lee love you." 

"Night Trev love you too."

Omg, he said he loves me and I said it back I know that he means it and I mean it too. I couldn't help but smile when he said that I could tell he was smiling too.