Darkness Found In The Heart

Tragedy Erupts

I don’t feel well for some reason. "Ugh!" I muttered putting my palm on my head to check if I was burning up. But before I could feel to temperature, I passed out. I obviously couldn't sense anything, but just like in the normal fan fictions of people who lose their memory, I watched my past. The little clips I saw amazed me.

~~~3 Year old Tasha~~~

"Mummy!" I squealed. "Are we gonna visit daddy?" I asked her.

Her face hardened. "If you wish to see your father ask your grandmother to take you." My mum stated with a hard voice.

"Mummy, why do you hate daddy so much?" I ask quietly looking innocently up at my mum.

"I don't hate your father sweetheart. I just don't like him as much as you do." She says before I could start crying. "He and I have different personalities that clash too much, that's why we aren't together." She explained.

"But why does gramma live with him not us?" I ask.

"Carolina doesn't live with us because she is your father's mother, not mine." She tells me.

"Oh! So Gramma Bunny, is your mummy?" I ask her.

"Yes, Elaina, is my mother. Why so many questions?" She asks me.

"I dunno, I wanna know stuff mummy." I tell her with a smile on my face.

"Geez why am I born with the protégé?" Mummy mumbled to herself.

"I'm gonna go play with my dollies ok?" I tell mum.

"Go ahead Tasha. Have fun and don't bug your sister, she is busy." Mummy told me.

I nodded and scrabbled off.

~~~Present Time~~~

"Tasha, Tasha, Tasha!" Someone shook me. "Wake up already!"

"I'm up! I'm up!" I shout as I opened my eyes, only to be greeted with darkness. I sigh. "Can you turn on the lights already?" I ask.

"What do you mean?" Ino's voice asked. "The lights are on." She informs me.

"Ok I know your joking, so turn on the lights already." I growled annoyed.

"Tasha, the lights are on, are you alright?" The Hokage's voice asked.

"THE LIGHTS ARE NOT ON!" I screamed covering my ears. Something crawled up my arms. "Ok, one tap yes two taps no. Is that you Kayami?" I ask. One tap. "Are the lights actually on?" I ask her. One tap. "What the hell is going on?" I demanded.

"Tasha, can you see anything?" The Hokage asked.

"No, nothing at all…" I say slowly realizing that I may be blind. "What did you do to me?" I demanded angrily.

"We didn't do any-" the Hokage was mid sentence when I cut him off.

"THEN WHY THE FUCK AM I BLIND!?" I screamed at him, tears pricking my now blind eyes.

"What do you mean you're blind?" Sakura asked, joining out conversation.

"I don't know!" I wailed tears free falling from my eyes. "I have no clue." I whimpered.

"Has Tsunade returned?" The Hokage asked.

"She should be back soon. Naruto and Jiraiya have been sent out to get her. I'd say, not even 2 days before they return." A new voice joined.

"Who just spoke?" I asked the Hokage.

"It was just one of our messengers." He replied.

I nodded. My eyes suddenly widened, why is Tsunade coming to Konoha, when the 3rd Hokage is still alive? "Lord Hokage, what is your health like?" I demanded.

"Ah, um, could Tasha and I speak alone for a bit?" He requested. I heard shoes scuffle out of the room. "Why do you wish to know my health condition?" He demanded.

"I know this part off by heart, but it was changed. I just guessed that you are becoming unhealthy and it is deadly."

I heard his sigh, I was right. "Yes, I am in critical condition, basically. Tsunade is to become the Hokage when she comes back. I am to die any time now." He tells me solemnly.

"Can I get one more hug before you leave, just in case?" I ask him sadly.

"Yeah." He says.

I felt strong arms embrace my small body and I felt tears sting my eyes. "Bye, and good luck in the other world." I say as he lets go. Soon after he let go, I heard him leave the room. I closed my eyes, and soon found sleep taking over. Before I felt the final pull of sleep, I heard a faint, 'good-bye' in Yuki-Onna's voice.

~~~Later~~~

"SHE'S HERE! SHE'S HERE! SHE'S HERE!" Was shouted.

I opened my eyes and suddenly they watered. It wasn't a dream. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I screamed before the tears rolled down my eyes. That means Sarutobi was gonna die soon and I was blind. "Good-bye." I whispered softly. I found myself curled into a ball and crying silently. I find out about myself, but I find myself blind after.

I heard people coming down the hall, but I didn't have time to stop my crying. "Tasha! I learned the Rasengan! I learned-" He cut himself off as he walked in and saw me. "What's wrong?!" He demanded.

"Nothing." I growled out.

"Tasha, tell me what's wrong." He tried again.

"WHY DON’T YOU FUCK OFF NARUTO!" I screamed at him, getting very angry. I heard Kayami hiss at him upset that he is angering me.

"Tasha, calm down please." I heard Naruto say again.

"I swear I will rip you apart if you don't leave right now Naruto!" I spat at him.

"Excuse me, Tasha is it?" Tsunade asked as I heard her walk in. "Why are you in the hospital?" She asked.

"Well! I passed out and they brought me here. I was asleep for a while and-"  I cut myself off.

"And what?" She asked.

I want to fix the blindness on my own. "And nothing." I growled.

"Tasha is usually really nice and playful. She's been acting up." Ino said.

"Get out bitch!" I shouted at her. "You too Tsunade and Naruto!"

"Naruto and Ino, please leave. I would like to speak to Tasha on my own." She tells the two. I heard footsteps leave the room and I glared to where I think Tsunade is. "Now, why have you been acting up?" Tsunade asked me.

"Well! Maybe if I didn't know Sarutobi was going to die, or is already dead, I wouldn't be acting this way. Oh wait! Lets add in the fact that I'm now blind. Oh and that in the memories I uncovered in my head that my sister's father just happens to be a fucking pedophile named Orochimaru!" I screamed at her.

"Wait, do you mean Orochimaru is your father?" She asks.

I laughed. "He's not my dad! My dad is named Hunta, he is my sister's dad. And how the hell am I supposed to know! She was born before me!" I exclaimed my anger bubbling up in me. Kayami hissed at Tsunade. I in return held Kayami close.

"When did you become blind?" She asked.

"When I got some of my fucking memories." I say. "It was so sudden." I gritted out.

"Will you let me check it out?" She asked. I nodded and felt her shuffle closer to me. I felt Chakra above my eyes, then I heard a gasp.

"What?" I demanded. She didn't reply. "What?!" I asked more angry.

"The Optic Nerves in your eyes seems to have just disintegrated!" She says taking her hands away from my eyes. "I highly doubt I could do anything about that, so you may be blind for the rest of your life." She tells me. "That means, you will never be able to become a ninja."

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