Hetalia One shots!~ ( closed )

Philippines x Spain part 1

( I am using my o.c. of Philippines for this oneshot)

Philippines walked around the couch and even sat on the couch every now and then. she was waiting for her brother Spain to come back from work. she was only a Teen, like 14 or just turned 15. Her black hair shined in the sunlight. the light made the surface of her hair look brown, red or even gold. she wore a long sleeved blouse and a red skirt. a trolical like flower was pinned in her hair.she looked out the window.she had just got done crying. she needed her brother Spain.

Spain walked to the door and opens it. he stepped inside and stretches. he slipped his shoes off and patted his feet to the couch and sat. he spied Philippines looking out the window. she seemed so calm and quite. she was a bit too quite now. Spain cocked his head.

"hello, chica." he smiled. Philippines quickly spun around. she blinked blanklessly. she hadn't notice him.

"oh..hello brother..I didn't hear you come in.." she said. Spain smiled.

" Hermana...you are so quite." he said. Philippines nodded.

" isn't that how I always am?" she askrd. Philippines automatically grabbed a tomatoe out of the fridge and shoved the veggie in her brother's mouth.he was a.little surprised at first, but he just bit into the veggie and held it in his hands. Philippines sleeves had seemed to move up to her elbows. revealing the scars on her wrists. her brother didn't noticed. she looked down at her hands. she blinked tears away.

"b-brother...I need some help.." she said. Spain cocked his head.

"what is it Chica?~ you can tell me anything." he said with a smile. he knew something was wrong with her. the way she acted seemed different. he could sense it.

"...Have you eber been...sad?" she asked. he raised a brow a bit confused.

"y-yes." he said honestly. what was going on?

"how sad?.." she asked. a little tiny smile on her lips. her head was down and a tear sheded. he blushed.

"uh..I don't-"

" like suicide?" she asked and her head fell down to her chest. her palms grew into fists and she began to cry. Spain's eyes widened. he even dropped his tomatoe. he couldnt believe what he saw and heard. he looked at her scars on her arms and the tears fall from her face. he grabbed her wrist and raised her arm in the air. he pulled her sleeve all the way down,revealing the scars. he began to shake a little.

"H-Hermana!?!?!" he exclaimed worried. Philippines just cried.

"Im sorry..." she said and sobbed. Spain hugged her close to were her chin was barely on his shoulder.

"Philippines! y-you shouldnt be sorry...just....please....please tell me why!" he exclaimed. Philippines sobbed. she pulled away from him. she hated telling her feelings. she always got emotional.

" I-Its...Its..b-b-because.." she began to stammer. she wanted to tell him, but she also didn't. she didn't want to make herself seem like she was the poor one. Spain just stands in awe. he needed to know! she bit her lip for it quivered. tears filled her eyes.

"Its because Im so ALONE! " she exclaimed. Spain took a step back.

"alone?" he repeated. Philippines nodded and turned to face him.

"yes alone! Your always with Romano!or maybe at work!!! I hardly get anytime with you!" she complaint and sobbed. she feel onto her knees and cried into her palms. Spain ran to Philippines and sat beside her on the floor. he hugged her tightly.

"Philippines....I'm sorry..I-I didn't know you felt that way..." he said grasping onto her. she sobbed. a smile appeared on her face.

"I wanted to tell you so long... all these years....but I couldn't do this...atleast not to you.." she smiled through her tears. Spain kissed her forehead.

" Hermana...I love you too much for this...I didn't realize you just needed your brother around so much...you are so mature hermana..but I didn't realize.." he said. Philippines quivers. a chill down her spine. cold air in her lungs. she exhaled the air.Spain patted her back.

"I lobe you so much brother...Please don't leabe me so much.." she had cried less now. he nodded.

"Not anymore chica....not anymore.." he said.

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time skip~

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it was night. Spain had just tucked her in a few minutes ago. he slept on the third floor while she was on the second. she couldnt go to sleep. after that little scene earlier with Spain. she had taken some pills that she didn't even need. drugs. she stared at ceiling thinking.

"what habe I done......." she whispers to herself as tears filled her eyes. she began to think. she may never see her brother ever again. she smiled and her tears shed. no one can save her. she stepped out of bed. her foot caught in one of the bed sheets and tripped onto the floor. she stood stiff, hopeing her brother didn't hear her. nothing. she quickly got up and packed her back pack. she grabbed her bamboo stick and a sword. she put the sword in a side pocket in some pants she wore. she put on a gray hoodie. she put on the back pack. tears streamed down her face. she walked onto her balcony.

"...im sorry..." she whispers. she jumped off the balcony, making a perfect landing on the the wet grass. it rained. she jogged into the tropical like forest.

Spain heard some noise downstairs. he was wide awake. what was that. he quitely stepped out of bed. he peeked out his balcony. he saw Philippines outside below. she was running away! he didn't hesitate to run out of his room. he jogged outside in the ran in his pajamas.

"Philippines!" he called her name out and ran for her.

Philippines finally was far away from the big house and....her brother. she fell onto her knees. the pills were kicking in. she grabbed out the sword and raised it up high. she pointed it at herself.The next thing is that, she fell onto the floor. the sword fell out of her hand. she seemed cold and wet.

Spain huffed and puffed. he won't stop looking for her. he ran past an area. he glanced and saw Philippines. he stopped running. he just stood there. he saw the cold,pale,wet girl. he only saw her the back side of her. her sword was on the side. his eyes widened. did she stab herself!?! Spain ran to her side and held her in his arms, but no blood.the pills. he began to think she was dead.he held her closly to his chest. he cried.

"Philippines!why, chica?..oh why little Hermana?" he sobbed. the ran poured on the two. Philippines eyes opened half way. she looked and saw her brother holding her close to his chest.she blushed and smirked. did he really care? she felt so weak. the pills. Philippines managed to raise her head and hand. she layed a hand on his cheek. she raised head to his. her lips towards his. his eyes widened and he blushed.

"h-hermana...." he said gently. could she do such a thing? she grew tired and her palm and head fell. his eyes widened to the miracle, that she was alive and his eyes widened to embarrasssment, that she tried to kiss him.