Bad Feelings #1

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**Warning!!: This part contains words that some might not like, so you can skip it or read it, up to you. Bad language is being said. Sorry if you don't like cursing and stuff.**

Y/N POV:

I can't believe Nate and the guys!!! They have the nerve, they really do. All I wanted was some candy, and Dillon, being my bestfriend, I asked him to get me some. And now they all think that me and Dillon are f*cking!! They were complete asses. Especially Nate. And after they kept saying those things, I couldn't take it. I cried harder than I've cried before. It's not Dillon that I like, it's Nate. It's always been Nate. And Dillon knows that.

"Y/N!! I'm here!!" Dillon said as he walked up the stairs to my room. No my parents aren't here, they never are. They're always on business trip, but leave a good amount of money for me to take care of myself. I sniffle trying to stop, but he walked in. "Y/N I'm so sorry about Nate. I don't know why he acts like that toward you. We all try to get him to stop, but he just doesn't, I'm sorry." "It's not your fault he hates me. I never did anything to him Dills. He just...I've never been treated like this. And it's hard for me, especially because I like him too much." I said sobbing. "He's a fucking Jackass, and I know he didn't mean any of that 'cause remember last time? He figured out he made you cry, and offered to basically slave for you." He said in a calming tone.

"This is why I love you Dillon, your always there for me when I feel like shit. Your like the older brother I've never had. Your the best. Did you get me ma candy?" I said as he nodded. "I love you too, Y/N. You're like a little sister to me, and I'll do anything to make you happy." He said as he kissed my forehead.


Dillon's POV:

I'm gonna kill that bastard. He made Y/N cry. AGAIN. This is like the 3rd time I think and I'm tired of it. I might sound like an over-protected brother right now. But idgaf. He hurt her so many times and I'm tired of it. I know she's in love with him but won't admit it. I see the way she looks at him when he isn't looking. It's the way I feel about my music. I look at Y/N as she's fast asleep with a Twizzler hanging out of her mouth. I take it out, clean up the mess, cover her up, and head out. To Nate's house. I don't even care that it's almost 3 am.

I got to his house and use the key he gave me. I got upstairs to see he was sleeping. So I did what any normal person would do in this type of situation. I filled a cup up with freezing cold water, and dumped it on him. He woke up on impact. "WHAT THE HELL DUDE!!??" He said pushing me. "DON'T WHAT THE HELL DUDE ME!! WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH Y/N?? SHE NEVER DID ANYTHING AND YOU MADE HER UPSET AND CRY MULTIPLE TIME?!!" I yelled back and he sighed. Sighed? "That's what this is about?" he asked "Of course that's what this is about?!! Why else would I come here at 3 in the fucking morning?!?" I yelled again. "Look man, can we just sit down and talk about this." So we went down to the kitchen grabbed a cup of coffee and he started...

"Look. I don't intentionally mean to make Y/N cry. Every time that happens, I wanna fucking come to her rescue and help her, but I can't." I am so fucking confused right now. "What do you mean 'you can't'? Of course you can!!" He sighed again, "Because if I do, then she'll realize something I don't want anyone to ever know." Does he...? "Do you like Y/N, Nate?" He nodded. "It's more than that, I'm fucking in love with her. I notice everything she does. From those cute little sneezes to the look on her face when she's concentrating on something. She's just... I can't let her know." The smile I had on my face right now was so big. "Dude just tell her how you fell." I said lightly. "I can't. If she finds out, I wouldn't know what to do. She's too good for me, and I'm too bad for her. You know the shit I've done and still doing, and I can't drag her into that mess. My mess." I see tears welling up in his eyes. "I just.... I'm trying so hard, and it hurts so bad not telling her, and keeping all these bad feelings bottled up inside me."

I understand now. I finally fucking understand what goes on in that dumb-asses head. He only acts that way so she doesn't find out his feelings, so she wouldn't get dragged into his 'problems'. I smile at him. "Well I hope all works out. I can't tell you exactly what's going on in her head, but you have to tell her how you feel. But first tell her what's going on. And if she doesn't accept it, she doesn't. And if she does, she does. But we are all here for you Skate." I finish as he starts bawling. "Please don't tell her man. I don't want her to get hurt. Please." He sobs out. I say, "I won't." then we talk a little more and I leave.

Wow, just... Wow. I can't believe all this time. He was in love with her.



A/N: This is from the point of views of you and Dillon about what happened after those texts. So what did y'all think? Liked it? Hated it? Comment!! -xoxoKali

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