TMNT Mikey X reader

The Bathroom Tile

I ran to the bathroom, I shut and locked the door. I pulled my hoodie off. I crawled over to my sink, I picked up a black box. I lifted the blade out of the box. "ring" I looked down at my phone to see Mikey  calling. I let it go to voicemail. It played  Mikey's  voicemail. I could her panic and worry in his voice. I slid that metal across my skin. I thought about all the happy moments with Mikey. I smiled as tears were streaming down my  face. I once again slid that addicting blade  across my wrist. I counted in my head how many times I thought about this. I looked down at my wrist there were two cuts below your veins. I slid the blade three more times. I laid  there on  the bathroom tile thinking about how fascinating dying was. I thought about mikey and his bothers, I thought about when I was with them this feeling, this feeling like i was not loved and wanted to die... went away. When I was with them i felt loved.  i opened my eyes again, my vision blurred. i heard a voice say, (Y/N) i know your in there please stand back, i then heard a loud bang, crack, the door was kicked in. through my blurred vision i saw mikey. i l...l..love y..y..you mm..mikey im...sorry. (Y/N) stuttered. no dont say that.. please you'll be  okay. mikey said through tears.

                                                               MIKEY'S POV

i picked (Y/N) up. i will never let this happen again. D...Dont leave me. (Y/N) mumbled. i wont leave you.i said to her. i ran through the sewers as fast as i could. i ran through the lair and busted down the doors to  donnies lab. donnies eyes went wide, put her on the table. he said. so she finally tried. april smirked.  i glared at her, probably because you made her feel like she had to. i yelled at her. well she deserves it. april said. no! nobody deserves a life like this. i yelled through tears. oh my god you love her dont you mikey. april laughed, i thought you were just going out with her just to make a god laugh but i guess you actually have a crush on her. april laughed. so what if i do love her. i screamed. raph and leo came in to see what was wrong. leo escorted april out and raph coforted me. my son what are your troubles. master splinter said not seeing (Y/N) being stitched up by donnie. i sobbed. raph must of told him because he put a hand on my shoulder, i looked up at him. do you love her my son. he asked. she drives him crazy. raph muttered. then you must believe she will be okay and pray that she will be okay. he said. 

                                                     -TIMESKIP-

i sat in donnie's office chair right next to (Y/N). i grabbed her soft hand gently, i rubbed the back of her hand with my thumb. i love pleaase wake up. i said. i..i llove you to mikey. she mumbled. she slowly sat up and once she sat up i hugged her. once we realeased i looked into her beautiful (e/c) and brushed her (h/l) (h/c) out of her face. i leaned in slowly and kissed her. i felt he relax into the kiss and kiss back. i pulled away and looked into her eyes. (y/n) leaned in and kissed me. she pulled away and said, i llove you. i love you too. i said.

short A/n im going to do request and sorry it took so long