monsters in my head

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                     key

(SD/N)= step dad name (M/n) moms name  

   (Y/N) POV                                                             

I was in my room listening to music when i heard yelling from downstairs. i went to my door and opened it up just alittle bit and crawled to the stairs to see my step dad pinning my mom up against the wall, he drew his fist back and went to punch my mom. I got up and darted down the stairs i jumped on (SD/N) and started hitting him. he let my mom go and turned to me and smaked me i landed on the floor with a big thud. i winced in pain as he kicked me in the ribs i screamed out for my mom she just watched. she just stood there watching me, her only child left in pain.

  1 year later

I was 14 years old when that happend alot has happend in that past year i met 4 teenage turtles same age as me i have had strong feelings for the one in orange. 

(Y/N). My mom called to me. yes. i replied, come here now. she answered. i walked downstairs to see my mom with (SD/N). yes.i say. we are leaving for a month. my mom informed me. alright. i replied with an attitude. dont get an attitude with us. (SD/N) said. whatever. i replied walking upstairs to my bedroom. i love you. my mom said. tears threatened to fall from my eyes. yea right. i replied as i walked to my room. i shut the door and locked it. i sat there and thought. do they love you, of course they dont. kill yourself then you wont have to be beaten. KILL YOURSELF AND THEY WONT HAVE TO SUFFER. the voices in my head said. they kept getting louder. the monsters in your head are right. they now were screaming. GRAB THE RAZOR AND SLICE OPEN YOUR VEINS AND BLEED OUT YOUR RUINING EVERYONES LIFE NO ONE CAN LOVE YOU YOU MEANINGLESS PIECE OF CRAP. I screamed. SHUT UP SHUT UP! YOUR NOBODYS HERO I HATE YOU, YOU EVEN HATE YOURSELF. YOUR WORTHLESS. i then got up and grabbed a box with a razor and took that addicting piece of metal to my veins on my wrists. the voices kept chanting. DO IT LITTLE B****. i slid it across once, twice. then tap tap on my window. i pulled my sleeve down, and went to the window and opened it. there stood mikey. h..h..hey m..mikey.i stuttered. hey (Y/N) whats on your hand. mikey reached down and grabbed your hand. you winced in pain. mikey gently rolled your sleeve up. he gasped at what he saw. he hugged you tightly and pulled you onto your bed and cuddled you after he cleaned and wrapped your wounds. i...it w..wasnt m..m..me i..it w..as t..he voices in my head please dont send me away. i cried. he just held you and stroked your hair as he rocked back in forth. please dont leave me. i whimpered. i wont. i promise. i love you. he said.

I love you too mikey. i replied


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