Texting you (Camren)

17. Imperfectly Perfect for Me

Lauren's P.O.V

I woke up cuddled next to Camila. She was still sleeping. I turned over and grabbed my phone.

[Dinah 10:27PM] I'm glad you and Mila made up 😏

Of course she'd send me that.

[Me 5:57AM] Don't be talking Dinah. I know your little Ally is not so innocent mmk.
[Me 5:58AM] And yes we made up, but not in that way!
[Me 5:58AM] You're gonna get it from me btw.

I put my phone down and wrapped myself around Camila. She mumbled but pulled me tighter.

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I woke up and Camila wasn't there. I sat up quickly. "Camz." I stood up since I didn't hear from her. I was panicking. She would never leave without waking me up.

Once I stood up, my bathroom door opened, she was in the bathroom showering. She only had a towel around her. She started giggling.

"What?" she pointed and well you know what happened. "Shit."

"No need to be ashamed Lolo. It happens right?"

"Yeah." I pulled her towards me and kissed her.

"I need to get ready."

"Ready for what?"

"It's a surprise. I'll be back in about an hour okay."

I had a weird feeling about this, but I trust her.

I had nothing planned today other than the fact I wanted to stay in with Camila. Until she has plans?

I guess I'll go out for a while. Don't know where but I felt like going to school. For the music room. I know, I could sing at home, but I like being in there. Plus I have a key. Don't ask me how, I just do.

I threw on a t-shirt and track shorts and converse. Tied my hair in a bun, grabbed a banana and water then my keys and left for the school.

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I went straight for the piano. And I just let my fingers play.

I know you've been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me
I'll take care of you
I'll take, I'll take..

I've loved and I've lost

I've asked about you and they've told me things
But my mind didn't change
I still feel the same
What's a life with no fun? Please don't be so ashamed
I've had mine, you've had yours we both know
We know

They don't get you like I will
My only wish is I die real
Cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal
And you can't sleep thinking that he lies still
So you cry still, tears all in the pillow case
Big girls all get a little taste, ah
Pushing me away so I give her space, ah
Dealing with a heart that I didn't break, ah

I'll be there for you, I will care for you
I keep thinking you just don't know
Trying to run from that, saying you're done with that
On your face girl, it just don't show
When you're ready, just say you're ready
When all the baggage just ain't as heavy
And the party's over, just don't forget me
We'll change the pace and just go slow
You won't ever have to worry
You won't ever have to hide
You've seen all my mistakes
So look me in the eyes