Alex Let's Walk The Line

Chapter 18

Alex's POV
We felled asleep for two hours, I woke up from hearing someone being home. I been on my phone letting Tobin still sleep, aww she's adorable when she sleeps. Her right arm always has to find me so she knows I'm still there or should say I'm real. Her left arm is either down or underneath her, her legs are kinda bent but wants to be tangled with mine if she's close to me. Her movement, her calm breathing, and that brown hair trying to be in her face. I took a couple of photos then I heard, "stop" I giggled when I knew she was waking up.

"Hey" I say

"Girl you know I don't like pictures of me sleeping" she said in her waking voice.

"Sorry" I pouted at her.

"Um sure what time is it?" She asked. I looked at my phone "almost 8" I tell her.

"Alex really!" She hissed at me. "Sorry babe but when we sleep together we sleep hard" I tell her making her laugh.

"Well then" she said turning towards me giving me this look.

"No" I whispered as she straddle me now. "Why" she whispered in my ear. "Cause I think my mom is home plus school tomorrow" I tell as she looked into my blue eyes.

"Fine" she said giving me a quick kiss before getting up and leaving the room I'm amusing going to the bathroom.

I can't believe I told her about my pregnancy and miscarriage, yet I knew I should have been honest with her from the beginning. It was scary moment when I told her i thought I might lose her. My heart was breaking when I told, not only afraid to lose her but thinking about that day.

When I first found out I was pregnant I was so upset and happy about it, but then I knew I had to tell the one person who I love in my life which was Tobin. When she didn't answer or anything I froze like she disappeared from my life. Time froze and Luke knew something was wrong so when I told him, he completely understood about the situation.

Which made me think Luke isn't a bad guy so why not try for the baby even though he knew I was in love with someone else. I didn't tell my mom and I don't think she knows either because she hasn't questioned me about it.

I tried to contact Tobin over and over again, but nothing. The only person I talked to was her grandpa and brother Jeff. Every time I asked about Tobin they just say "she's doing good" or "she's busy," I haven't understand why those was only the answer I get. I thought maybe she told them to say that but that didn't sound like her if she did.

*coughing* Which made me shake my thoughts and look at Tobin. "You look in deep thought I didn't mean to disturb you from my coughing" Tobin said making me smile. "It's fine and yeah" I say as I saw her walking back to me.

"Talk to me. What's going on in you pretty little head" she said as I sat up closer to her.

"Did you really mean that about you staying if I had baby?" I whispered.

"Yes I wouldn't care the only thing that makes worried if you loved Luke" she replies looking into my eyes.

"Why did you grandpa and brother only replied me with the two same sayings" I asked her.

"Wait what? You talked to them?" She asked shocked.

"Um.. Yes." I stuttered.

"Well one I didn't know and second I didn't tell them to say whatever they told you" she said giving me a sigh of relief.