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par Nightfox102

par @Nightfox102

Sans pov
8 weeks

That's how long I've been in the humans land
I know that everyone's happy even frisk has had a smile on her face, which is hard to believe with the other two runs she did before this. She has nightmares still, night terrors so bad she wakes up screaming covered in sweat and tears, no one other than Flowey knows what's going on . Him and me at least. She won't go back to bed till she sees everyone of us. I can understand why.

The only thing I don't understand is why she did that run in the first place. I mean I know she didn't get a good run the first time so why did she do a even worse one the second time through.

Then again the last 3 days she's been acting stranger than usual. She hasn't slept there are giant bags under her eyes, she barely eats when she dose it's only Toriel's pies. She goes into her bed room and closes the door then only eats one slice her eyes swell up in tears and slowly sob to herself whenever I ask she just gives me a fake smile and tells me everything is fine.

Yesterday she wint to her room without turning on the light and laying on her bed staring at the sealing. She's been whispering to herself a lot lately.

I've decided to have a one on one talk with her ,not about her resent actions just about life
I walked up to the mountain's peek and sat at the side of it. Frisk sat next to me we looked at the sun, well as much as frisk can how dose she even see with her eyes closed?

I started it off with a simple question
"So Frisk, why do you keep your eyes closed all the time?"
Frisk didn't even look at me she starred forward as she said "My eyes aren't completely closed I can still see, I keep them mostly closed because I believe that's were I keep my Determination, if I open it I'll lose my determination. I can not lose it."

Man, frisk is weird. That girl can come up with the strangest things to say. But it seemed like she was waiting for me to ask somethings. She kept taping her finger over and over. She sighed then stood up.

She looked down at me "Sans, I-I can't explain why I did the G run but....... I can fix this." Her eyes got cloudy "There's a good reason I promise b-but you wouldn't understand ,I'm sorry"

"kid look, I don't blame you for what happened in th-"
I stopped talking as Frisk hugged me then got back up and pulled a small orange sphere out of her pocket and threw it to me. I looked at her in confusion.

Streams of tears rolled down her face as she tried to talk "I-I-I can't s-stay with you all any more"
"What are you talking about kid?"
She looked at the bottom of the mountain

I new what she was going to do
"Frisk please ,please don't reset I don't think I could take anothe-"

"No, I'm not going to reset," a sigh released my mouth "but I am going to jump, I'm going to stay at the save screen."
"Forever?"
"Forever. I'm sorry sans that sphere is incase somethings goes wrong. If I can't"
She stopped herself there the tears in her eyes were much bigger now she could barely make out any words "I-I-I L-Love yo-u all s-so m-much."

With that she tried to jump off I saw a silhouette of a girl trying to catch frisk but she just dragged her down with her.

I needed to find someone who would listen, who know what's going on,

I needed the flower