Raine Raine Go Away. -ONHOLD

Prologue.

I looked at her as tears ran down her cheeks. She was crying so badly. Her hair were wrapped in a perfectly messy bun and till today I had never actually got to know how her bun was so perfectly messy. Her blue eyes were glossy and her lower lip was quivering. Every once and than she would wipe her nose with the tissue she had in her hand. Whenever she would cry, her nose would turn a darker shade of red making her look like a sexy cartoon character. She bit her lower lip and I couldn't help but chuckle...chuckle quietly.
Now don't take me as a sadist but she seriously looked so funny while crying... Crying because Bambi's mother got shot by hunters....
Mature right? right.
"Whyy???" She practically screamed as she took one of the cushions from the couch and hugging it.
A chuckle escaped my lips and only than I realized what I had done? I had chuckled while she was upset?
Get yourself ready for the hell Anderson.

"did you Norman Anderson fucking made fun of me while i am fucking crying?!?!?! She screamed at me.

I tried to suppress my laughter as I spoke,stretching my arms forward and doing this particular movement with my hand in order to calm her down.

" Um...."

Before I could complete my  sentence she jumped on me. Causing me to fall from the couch on the cold hard floor. For a moment I felt the tiles pitying me for this scene wasn't happening for the first time. Oh my my!

"YOU ANDERSON NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND LOVE. YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE WHO IS A BLOODY......"

Her words got muffled by as she tried to strangle me with her two hands. Gosh her hands were tiny....

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I placed a sloppy kiss on her neck and stand up to talk to her as she continued to ignore me.

"C'mon babe I said I am sorry" I apologize for the hundredth time.

I wait for her reply but she still continues to stare at the wall opposite me,turning her head away from me either because the wall is showing something spectacularly interesting or she doesn't gives a fuck or she really is pissed off at me this time.

I run my hand in my dark brown hair leaving them muffled as I sit beside her on the couch.

"RAINE!!!"

"RAAAIINNEE RAAAINEEEEE"

she still doesn't budge.

"RAINEEE"

"What is up your ass Anderson?" She replies simply annoyed.

"Is that how you treat the man of your dreams?" I playfully place my hands over my heart and pretend I am hurt.

"You are not my man" like always,she neglects my right as her boyfriend. I chuckle at her cuteness and scoot closer towards her and place my arm around her shoulder which she dusts off.

"Rude" I mutter. "Come on Raine  it was just a movie"

"No Norman! You know how much I love Bambi and his mother...I mean how could the Disney just simply kill his mother...he is a kid for whatever's sake"

"They need the rating Raine" I state,getting a bit annoyed.

"Whatever" she simply says,as she rolled her eyes.

I can't help but stare at her features. Her blue eyes seemed like an  ocean . Her black hair in the messy bun. The white tips of her hair that she had dyed sticking out of the bun. Her jaw tensed. Her fair skin looking so beautiful.

"I love you Dora" I say as I wrap my arms around her and pull her closer. Her head placed along my neck. I could feel the hot breath tickling me on my neck.
I take my hand to her head and take off the band which was keeping her hair in a bun. Her black hair fell beautifully all over her.
"I love you too Diego" she says as she slowly plants a kiss on my jaw making me smile.
She frees herself from my arms and look at me with mischief in her eyes,teasing me.

I knew she  loved me more than I liked her. That's how relationships really are,and no I am not kidding. One person always loves more than the other. Where I was the guy who might stare at a girls body and make her feel uncomfortable, flirt occasionally and maybe kiss somebody other than my partner she was the totally opposite one. She loved me with all her heart. She would never even throw a second glance at a guy other than me. She was the goodie goodie in front of the world. She was bad...she was naughty but only for me. She would fell asleep in the couch waiting for me when I would return from the late night parties probably tired from dealing with other girls or strippers.
I was used to it. In fact I had never really loved her.. Not even a quarter of how much she loved me but still...I wanted her. She provided me with love and joy and maybe I couldn't let go of her and that was solely the reason why I had stuck with her for this long. Who knows I might end up marrying and raising a family with her. She was very predictable. I was always the one to go for  mysterious ladies shocking me on every step. I desired for thrill and adventure and she couldn't provide me with that. She could provide me with love and hugs and support but the spark o was looking for...she was missing it. She was very beautiful but still...

I felt light snores nearby. I landed safely back on earth from my world of thoughts to see her asleep soundly with her head on my lap and she curled down in a ball.

"Goodnight Raine" I softly spoke.
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Drops of sweat shimmered on my forehead as I sat on my rocking chair....rocking slowly,trying to calm myself down.
The atmosphere was exotically weird. The moonlight peered through the window,making it's way from the white curtains towards me. As if it was coming towards me telling me...screaming at me at what I had done? Scaring me. The room was basically empty except from some paint boxes and brushes scattered in the corner. A couple paintings placed along the wall at my right. The lights were switched off and so was the fan.

The only audible sound was my heavy breathing which was constantly reminding me of the hideous efforts I had put to hide her.

the Paranoid me bolted awake......

What if someone had seen me? What if I had forgotten something of mine over there?

I hurriedly got up and touched my pockets in an abnormal manner as to make sure if I hadn't forgotten anything that belonged to me over there. My watch!?!? Where was it? Watch...watch...oh yeah I put it on the table in the lounge. Did I really? Oh yes I did. My wallet still in my pocket. Anything else? "No" I could barely hear myself but No!! No...I didn't lose anything... Good. Very good... It's gonna be fine.

I frantically start pacing around the room wondering what the hell got in me?why did I do it? Oh God she was crying so badly. She was begging me to stop but I ignored her pleadings. Her....her voice...

Oh her beautiful voice and the way my name would roll perfectly on her tongue. And the way she would tease me. And her hair . Oh how I loved them. Her black strokes and the white shade with which she dyed. Oh beauty. And her eyes....

No no no!!!!! Norman you can't think about her. Not right now... She's gone and you don't know where...okay? Yeah yeah she's gone.. And you don't know a thing...
Do you know where she is???
"No! I don't" I speak huskily to myself.

Was I going crazy? No I couldn't be! Or maybe I was. Who knew? Right... Oh god what had I done...

I had .....
Oh Norman..............

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