so guys i wanted you to play this song just listen to it, wala namang mawawala ok lang din naman kung hindi nyo pakinggan hahahah well i want to tell you something i do have a friend na nasa ibang bansa right now and she told me something "pards alam mo ma swerte ako kasi nandito ako sa ibang bansa pero alam mo yung marami kang nakikitang bago specially yung mga batang nag bubully yung gusto mo sila tulungan pero wala ka ma gawa kasi na tatakot ka na baka ikaw naman pag buntungan nila nang galit" and i was like "pards kilala mo ako diba" and she said "oo pards" sa ganyan pa lang alam na nya meaning nang sinasabi ko let me tell you something guys I AM ONCE A BULLY yung tipong sinugod na ako nang parents nung lalaking sinuntok ko (i am a girl) so guys baka yung iba nag tatanong ano ba connect nito its just that kahit sa pilipinas may bully lets be realistic about it at gusto ko pag may nakita kayong na bubully Dont be afraid to stand out for someone lalo na alam mo namang mali yung ginagawa nila you know why kasi lahat nang bully may reason kung bakit sila nag kaka ganyan parang yung saakin yung reason nung akin is when i was born parang ilang months lang yata nag pahinga yung parents ko then umalis na sila nang bansa para mag trabaho so i grew up with my grand parents dati dalawa lang kaming mag kapatid uuwi yung mom ko 2 months lang sya dito sa pilipinas sa ibang bansa 1 year sya dun sa two months na nasa pilipinas sya parang hindi ko talaga sya nararamdaman sa two months na yun puro sermon puro galit puro layas puro sigawan thats how miserable my life is until that day nag ka sabay umuwi yung mom ko and yung dad ko nag sisigawan sila and everything yung dad ko pinuntahan ko sa kwarto well hindi nya pinapakita na umiiyak sya then i saw his notebook haha tanda ko pa yung notebook na yun color pink na bungo yung style then i turned the pages na laman ko na parang diary yun nang father ko naka sulat dun yung name ko then "shes my princess shes my angel sent from heaven though shes growing up shes will always be my angel i understand her she grew up without us but look at her now shes brave as ever na sobrahan nga lang yata sa pag ka brave shes more than just a disaster shes more than just a nightmare for others but for me she will always be the most beautiful disaster that happend to me" nung na basa ko lahat and when i was in 2nd year high school na bigyang linaw na lahat saakin when my mom talked to me and makes me understand everything and soon i will handle everything on my own lalo na pag matanda na sila, yung mom ko since then bumabawi sya saakin sya rin yung unang tao na pinag sabihan ko na bisexual ako ang sabi lang nya "its not about the gender its about understanding each others difference, its not about who you love its about who inspires you to do right things and who motivates you to wake up and live a happy life its not about who can make you feel giddy its about who can make you feel safe with" iyak ako nang iyak when she was saying those words to me. shes still making up to me tho and now yung guy na binubully ko hes now my bestfriend and ka banda ko sya 1 year na kami sa banda its funny how things change minsan nga na pag uusapan pa namin yung mga time na binubully ko sya when were still a kid yung hindi ko pa nga daw sya pinapahiram nung laruan ko na motor that time and now nasa kanya na yun ngayon and he still have it binigay ko na sa kanya yun kasi since prep mag ka sama kami then hanggang grade 4 binubully ko sya nilipat ako nang mom ko sa catholic school kasi akala nya titino ako but yeah 1st year lang ako nag tino nang konti i guess hahah tas naging friend na kmi ni nung binubully ko hanggang ngayon
Things may never seem to go your way but always remember that god is always there for you, build your faith trust him and he will lead you to the right path. Dont be afraid to stand out for others be your own hero, if you have the urge to help, dont be afraid to, yes you may not have the power of being the president of your own country and POWER isnt about having a position in the government just let your voice be heard that could be it helping without any payment for charity thats it theres a lot you can do and dont be afraid to show it.
