I woke up in the morning and got ready for school, my daily routine for hell. I went downstairs and sat down at the kitchen table and started eating a bowl of cereal, wolfing it down in a rush for school.
No I'm not running late like normal, today I wanted to be somewhat early. I'm almost hopeful for the chance to bump into Kurt again, but at the same time there was a huge noose pulling me back.
Hang on...why do I even care?
I started to get nervous thinking about trying to start a conversation with him if I even did see him again, our conversation yesterday was a little embarrassing.
I tried playing different scenarios in my mind of different things to say to him.
This resulted in things like..hey I really like your face it's a great face, mind if I stare at you?
I laughed a little at how his reaction probably would be.
Maybe I'll just give a polite and kind 'hey Kurt' with a kind smile. There we go.
I got nervous again, Easier said than done.
"What's THAT look on your face for?.." I got startled and jumped a little. I looked over to see my mom's boyfriend's daughter in the kitchen doorway. His name is Steve and his daughters name is Jesse.
I hated saying that he is my step dad and that she is my 'sister'. She is honestly an ass and she gets away with it, the girl is 15 and she complains and whines when she doesn't get her way but that's not even the half of it And Steve...well he's a dick head, enough said.
I clench my hand into a fist under the table. I pulled a fake smile and let out a fake laugh. "What look?" I ask glancing in her direction. "You had this dumb ass cheesy look on your face" she said getting some water.
Bitch I hope you choke on that water...then we'll see who's got the cheesy dumb ass look on our face.
I stood up and grabbed my backpack. "Well I just thought of something funny is all" I said then put my empty cereal bowl in the sink.
"What was so funny then?" She looked at me.
I smirked a little and turned to look at her. "Your nosy ass choking on that water" I said as my mother walked in. My mom began to yell my name but I quickly walked out the door. I laughed a little and headed to the bus stop.
The bus would be here any minute and I began to hum a Beatles song to pass time.
The bus pulled to a stop and I got on the bus and sat in a empty seat next to the window. I began to stare off into space.
The day went by very slow. In art class we got to draw and sketch out some things off of memory instead of observation.
Towards the end of class the teacher put everyone's drawings up.
The bell rang and I rushed out of class, not bothering to see the looks on peoples faces when they saw mine.
The school bus was quiet. That was because there was practice for some ridiculous football game, sucks that Dave can't enjoy the silence of the bus with me I'm sure he would be thrilled. I haven't seen him much today but I miss talking to him. He's probably off ditching.
I let out a sigh as the bus stopped and I got up to get off the bus, once I stepped off I started taking my time walking. Would've been nice to talk to Kurt or Dave...or someome atleast, I would love to get to know Kurt.
I looked down at my converse as I walked until I spotted a dandelion and I stopped then picked it. I smiled a little and blew the seeds off and watched them fly away, a few of them flew in my face and I batted and brushed them away and off my face. I spit one out and pulled one out of my hair when I heard someone laugh over to my right.
"Dandelion seeds, mmm yum" I look over to see Kurt sitting down in the grass, clearly amused by the scene i had displayed.
I laughed and threw the stem at him, getting him in the chin then the chest.
"Not funny butthead!" I shout at him, He grinned. I looked at him, he's sitting on the grass with a notebook and pen in his lap and I saw part of a drawing. "You like drawing?" I ask him, trying to make conversation instead if just standing there.
"Yeah I love drawing actually, do you?" He asked giving me eye contact, a little smile on his face. "I love it as well" I laughed a little and smiled back as I walked over to him and sat next to him in the grass.
"May i see some of your drawings?" I asked picking some grass next to me.
"Sure" he said showing me one of his drawings. My eyes went wide and I smiled. "wow that's unique and incredible..".
We spent what felt like hours just sitting and showing each other drawings and talking about art work we have done or art that we love.
I was upset and annoyed when i realized that I had to go home, I wanted to continue to discuss art with him and joke around, He is truly awesome.
"Smell ya later Gwen" he said giving me a goofy ass look. "Don't bet on it pal" I said teasingly putting my backpack on. He put both hands onto his heart and fell onto his back in the grass, dramatically pretending to be hurt and dying. I laughed a little and walked over then stood next to him. I picked a flower and put it in his hair.
"What the fuck are you doing to me?" He said jokingly. "Making you so fabulous Kurty" he smiled then opened his eyes, looking straight up at me. I gave a him smile and I started to feel awkward as i looked into his piercing aqua blue eyes.
"Well I gotta go. I'll see you tomorrow maybe" I waved a little and started walking. "yeah maybe" he sat up and waved back then looked at the flower I had put in his hair.
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Authors note:
I'm sorry if this was a short and kinda crappy chapter and I'm probably not that great of a writer but I will do my best. There's probably a lot of mistakes but try to be patient and bare with me here.
I'll also be updating as much and as often as I can but no promises
