I woke up in the middle of the night. It took a second for my eyes to adjust to my surroundings then I looked over at the time. It was a little past eleven.
I don't even remember falling asleep.
My room was dark but the only light was the flashing of my tv screen but the tv was at a low volume other than that it was a quiet room. Laying on my side I had realized my back is super warm and I felt something around my waist.
At first I was alarmed. I looked behind me to see Kurt sleeping next to me, his blonde hair all over the place and the lights from the tv were flashing across the dark room and his frame. I started smiling.
I hesitated at first before placing my hand onto his and slowly intertwining my fingers with his calloused fingers that were a little bigger than mine. The fingers of a guitar player. Almost instantly I felt his arm tighten around my waist as he pulled me closer to him.
I'm not sure why, maybe he doesn't realize he's doing this and it's in his sleep, or maybe he just wants someone to spoon with for tonight but..I feel safe, cared for at the moment so might as well enjoy it.
A lot of these thoughts raced through my mind. Feelings of doubt.
I just want to stay like this forever. This feeling that I get when I think about him, when I picture his smile or when he's near me is a feeling I never want to lose or to go away. I didn't want him to be like everyone else.
"Kurt?.."
My voice was quiet but still broke the almost dead silence in the room.
"Yeah Gwen?" He said in his sleepy voice, I didn't really expect him to be awake.
I didn't say anything.
"The doors locked, so they can't come into your room and assume that we were fucking. Cause the whole we are just spooning thing, they aren't going to buy or believe" he said pretty bluntly but at the same time as if he were trying to be humorous about it.
I laughed a little at his words.
I turned onto my other side so I'm facing him, his eyes are closed and he looks so innocent. I reached my hand up to his cheek and lightly touched it.
His eyes slowly opened and he looked at me. I looked at him then touched his cheek again, he wouldn't stop looking at me and I felt a little embarrassed. I turned back around. I shouldn't have done that..
His arm went back around my waist and he kissed the top of my head before burying his face into my hair. Before letting myself fall asleep I intertwined our fingers again.
I woke up in the morning and Kurt wasn't beside me. I glanced around then saw he was at the foot of my bed. I sat up and yawned. "Well Good morning Gwen. Mind if I steal you for the day?" He asked, he laid down on his back, his lower half still off the edge of the bed. His head was next to my waist and he lifted his head back more and looked up at me.
I smiled down at him. "I don't mind".
This earned a smile from Kurt, the one I love seeing. I got up to grab some clothes and Kurt knew exactly what to do. He walked over to a corner in my room and stood in it, his back facing me so he didn't see me changing.
Once I was done changing I went over to him and hopped onto his back, he quickly caught me and I hung onto him. "Yay giddy up Kurty!" I said. He smirked then ran over to the bed and jumped on it, we both hit the soft bed and I giggled. I made a fake pouty face and turned away from him.
"Meanie.." I said.
He sat up and crawled over towards me on the bed. "Hey girly...." he said in a goofy voice. I laughed quietly and scooted away. He playfully tackled me and started tickling me which caused me to begin to laugh and giggle.
He began making a "Grrraawwwrr" noise and I squirmed away from him. He stopped tickling me and grabbed me, I faced him and playfully began to push him away.
"Fuckin....psycho" I breathed. He started smiling a laughed a little, clearly amused. "I'll show you a fuckin psycho.." he said in a goofy way. He lifted me up and I knew where this was going.
