The stranger had hummed and I had listened to his humming as we swayed. No music was playing but I felt I could listen to his humming for the rest of my life, I felt comfortable with this stranger.
What is your name?
Why are you here?
Who are you?
What is it you want from me?
We stopped swaying and dancing and his humming stopped, I looked up at his dark silhouette, I couldn't see a description which upset me the most. But I could feel a strong emotion towards him. One I wasn't so familiar with at all.
"I love you...." he said quietly. his voice sounded sad in a way.
"I love you too" I said back.
He slowly pulled away from me, I felt sad when his embrace left me.
Did I do something?
"Please don't leave.." I choked out as i felt warm fresh tears begin to slide down my face.
I reached my hand out to grab his as he hesitated to walk away from me. Our cold fingers gently brushed but mine never intertwined and fully met with his.
"I'm so sorry....." he whispered before fading.
The sound of a gunshot rang through my ears and I woke up breathing heavily.
"Just a dream Gwen..." I tell myself before taking a deep breath and calming down, now wide awake.
I eventually fell asleep and I woke up around noon. Good thing it is the weekend. I got up and stretched out, I saw my kitten Salem laying on my pillow and I petted him.
Once I had gotten dressed I decided to go for a walk and get some fresh air. I walked down stairs and out the front door. I looked down at my shoes as I walked away from the house. I couldn't help but start thinking about Kurt.
I thought about his smile, his aqua blue eyes that were soft and magnetic. I also thought about his drawings that he let me see and how things had went yesterday when we discussed art. I kept replaying yesterday over and over again, the way I felt comfortable when I talked to him and before I realized it. I was smiling like an idiot.
I started humming a beatles song while looking up at the sky, it was a cloudy day but the sun was starting to shine through. I thought about how beautiful the trees were and how the birds chirping was very peaceful.
That's when I had decided I should to try and find Kurt. Fat chance I would find him considering I didn't know where he lived, his number, nothing that would help me locate him other than the fact he always seemed to be in the area. But I felt like reaching out to him.
Walking through the wooded area I searched for him. eventually I had gave up, feeling disappointed and a little sad but also foolish.
Are you really looking for this guy?
You must be an idiot
Don't waste your time
He probably doesn't even really like you anyway
He's like everyone else in your life
He's just going to leave
I sighed and walked down a small pathway until I arrived at a park. I stepped over a big log and walked through the short grass and heard a voice in the distance. I looked over and saw someone on the swings as I took my time when making my way over to them.
