He was sitting across from me. We blew the paper from our straws at eachother. I put my straw in my drink and took a sip.
"Don't you go to school tomorrow? " he asked curiously, eyeing me while sipping his soda.
"Thanks for reminding me, you dick" I said. We both laughed.
"Why not drop out if you hate it so much" he said, continuing to drink his soda from his straw.
"I can't do that, even if I wanted to"."Well I did. I found out I couldn't graduate so I said fuck it and dropped out." He said shrugging.
I smiled and shook my head at him."Ditch"
"I can't Kurt"
We looked at each other in silence, I lifted my eyebrows at him as he stared. He just smiled while staring.
"What?" I said putting my hands in front of me on the table."You're beautiful...." he said shyly, his face turning pink.
"You think so?" I asked.
"I thought you were beautiful when I first saw you staring at me from inside your gym class." He said. I blushed and started smiling while looking away."You know, before you got hit in the face with a ball of course, knocking you right on your ass" he added followed by a cute snort laugh. My eyes widened and I looked at him, he started laughing and I playfully slapped his arm. My face turning dark red, re living that embarrassing moment.
"Ass" I muttered.
He grinned.After we ate we went to a thrift store then slowly made our way back to my house.
"Have you written any songs lately?" I asked.
"Only a little. Later tonight or tomorrow I can bring my notebook and show you. But all my notebooks are at Krist's house." He said looking straight ahead."I can't wait" I said as our hands touched, He grabbed my hand and our fingers intertwined.
We quietly made our way to the side of the house where my bedroom window is. I hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my cheek. "Smell ya later Gwen"
"Don't bet on it weirdo" I smiled as I climbed up the tree and into my bedroom window. Once I got in I looked out the window to see Kurt clutching his heart, pretending to be hurt by what I said. I smiled, rolling my eyes before waving goodnight.
I woke up and had gotten to school. The day started out super boring and painfully slow, I thought it would never end and that I was doomed.
At lunch I walked around the school. I couldn't find Dave or Krist anywhere so that left me by myself. I didn't eat school food because it's disgusting and I didn't eat much, not on purpose to starve myself really. I just don't eat as often as I should.
I walked to my locker to grab my notebook and pen. I walked past a bunch of popular girls and felt all eyes on me, they had been chatting and gossiping but once they spotted me it went quiet.
I acted like I didn't notice them.
"She's so gross, look at her"
"What a freak"
"I know right why doesn't she just go kill herself. One less freak to worry about"
"I bet she's a whore"
They giggled.
"Sooo ugly! And anorexic" one of them laughed loudly.
I closed my locker. "I bet she's a dyke"."If I were dyke I'd not wanna date any of you fake bitches" I said before walking off.
I looked down at my shoes as I walked down the hall, leaving them confused.
"She totally admitted it. Told you she was a dyke!" One hissed.I walked out the double doors and walked outside. I took my time walking down the steps.
I turned the corner to walk towards a field but was stopped by a pair of hands. "There you are!" I screamed as I was being grabbed.
I looked up to see Kurt laughing. I playfully hit him in the chest with my notebook.
"Sorry I had to" he said smiling. He glanced around to see no one was around. I reached and put my hand on his cheek, causing him to look down at me.