The Styles Brothers | Harry Styles

Chapter 27. Homosexual and NYU

Harry POV

Our hips are touching each other and her hands is placed on my chest. She stares into my chest and I can see her lips are shaking. I really want to just place my lips on hers, but that would be way to soon. Or would it? We've kissed before. Can I do it again? Would she stop me? Her eyes goes from my chest to my chin. I know she's soon going to meet my eyes and I will enjoy every second of this moment because I may not be able to hold her close again. I sound so in love. Am I in love? No, I am not. I just have feelings for this girl that I didn't knew I had. There it goes. Her eyes are locked to mine. She opens her mouth and mumble a few sounds, but then stops and closes it again. I wanna ask her about what she feels about this and I want to ask her if I can kiss her and rub my thumb on her cheek making her blush like she did the first time I did it. I still have my hands around her waist and I just look around the room to check that there is no one here, and luckily we're alone so I tighten my grip a little more, but she push herself away from so she can see me clearly.

Elizabeth: ''No, Harry. I can't.'' She says through her breath. 

Oh no. I don't want her to stop me. I want to just tilt her head up and press my lips to hers, but she would stop me. Wouldn't she? She would.

Harry: ''Why?'' I say trying to make eye contact with her.

Elizabeth: ''I, I just can't.''

Harry: ''Tell me.'' I beg her.

Elizabeth: ''Please let go of me.'' She looks away and push a little bit on my chest.

I let go of her, sort of. I let my hands slide from her waist to her wrists and down to her fingers. I hold on to them, not tight, not lose, just holding on to them. She doesn't jerk away. Is that a good sign?

Harry: ''Now tell me.'' I stare into her eyes.

Elizabeths POV

How do I tell him about Andy and I? It shouldn't be hard to tell him, but I just don't like hurting other people. It seems like he have feelings for me. Maybe that's why him and Sophia broke up? No, it couldn't be. I can't be because of me.

I look down to our hands and my heart starts racing and I feel a shiver down my spine. This is the same feeling I get when Andy touch me. I love Andy, and I would love to be in a relationship with him, but we both knew that it wouldn't work because of the distance there was going to be. We discussed this and made this decision together and decided that we would stay as we were before I left, but I surely regret that now. It would be much better if I could just tell Harry that I have a boyfriend and I can't kiss him even though I really want to. Wait what? No, I do not want to kiss him. I don't know what to tell Harry, I am blank.

Harry: ''Tell me Elizabeth.'' I freeze.

Joe: ''Is everything okay in here?'' Joe breaks in.

Thank god. Harry immediately let go of my hands and pull his into his pockets. He looks so cute with his beanie on and hands down in his pockets. He looks like one of those really attractive boys you see in the shopping center in the winter with all of his friends around him. He looks like the really popular kid that every girl wants, but instead he has feelings for the biggest dork ever born. I don't know why I am even thinking about this, but I am just glad that Joe came in and saved me.