The Styles Brothers | Harry Styles

Chapter 34. Deep sleep

Harry: ''Are you sure you want to do this?'' He asks, while rubbing his hand the outside of my panties.

You: ''Yes.'' I lie. I am definitely not ready, but this has to be done.

He look down, his hands slowly tugging at my panties. I am shaking, I know I am. My breath is uncontrollable and I am in panic. His hands moves down and soon, my panties is all off. He looks up at me and his smile falls a little when he sees the way I am reacting. I don't want him to think that I am not enjoying this, because I am. It feels great, no, more than great, fantastic, but I am just not ready for this. It would be so awkward to back out now, just imagine how he would react if I told him I was a virgin. He looks down again and tug them all off. Shit. His hands is laid on my stomach, but he isn't moving them down. What is he doing? His hands is just moving around on my stomach. I move my hands to his pants and I start unbuttoning his belt, but he stops me. Why is he stopping me? I thought this was what he wanted? 

Harry: ''I know you don't want to.'' He half smiles.

You: ''What?'' I am confused.

Harry: ''I know you don't feel comfortable. I can feel it on you.'' He honestly say.

You: ''How could you, I mean, how could you feel that?''

Harry: ''Elizabeth, you are shaking.'' He giggles.

True. I am shaking. I am not comfortable, and I don't want to. It is pretty obvious. Just the way he actually stops himself, because he knows that I don't want to, it is a big step in this relationship, thing.

You: ''I am so sorry Harry.'' I say not making eye contact with him.

Harry: ''No, it's fine. I don't want to push you.'' He smiles and crawls off of me, picking up my panties and giving them to me.

I get them on and pull my shorts on as well. His eyes are locked me as I dress myself, but he is not staring, he is just looking. I am not used to that. I am used to Andy always staring at me, when I got dressed in the morning. I can't believe I am saying this, but I miss Andy. I know he was double playing, but I can't help but miss him. We finished it, he have the right to do that then, but it just seems weird to think that the one you have fallen in love with, have fallen in love with someone else. I just need to think positive. Andy is happy with Daise, I guess, so I should be happy as well. Either if I am with Harry or not. Or Liam, he is quite cute, and attractive. I would jump on him. I don't actually get why all the girls are on Harry and Edward, why not Liam? He is just as attractive as them to be fair.

When I am finished getting dressed, I lay on the bed next to Harry. He immediately lay is arm over my waist and pull me close. This feels nice. His nose against the back of my neck, and his soft lips giving the top of my spine small kisses.

Harry: ''Elizabeth?'' He tighten is grip around me.

You: ''Yea?''

Harry: ''You know, it is sort of, late, and I was wondering if, I mean...'' I cut him off.

You: ''Do you want to sleep here over night?'' I ask with a smirk on my face.

Harry: ''Yes.'' He smiles at the ground.

I knew he was going to ask that. 

You: ''But you know I am waking up early.'' He rolls his eyes.

Harry: ''Can't you just for once wake up at like, seven or something?'' He ask annoyed.