The Styles Brothers | Harry Styles

Chapter 54.

''Are you okay?'' Liam asks me after closing the door.

''No. I can't believe he actually just came here!'' I am getting mad just by the thought. He ruined my night with Liam just because he felt like hurting me again. That boy has some serious problems, I can't believe I actually liked him. He is a fucking dick.

''He just had some things love. I'm sure he didn't do it to hurt you.'' 

''Are you defending him?'' He got to be fucking kidding me.

''No, no I'm not El,'' He place his hands on each of my shoulders and watch me as my face becomes more and more red by anger. ''I'm just saying that I know Harry, and I know he wouldn't do that to anyone.''

''Well then why are he doing it to me?''

''He has some, things, going on in his life at the moment.'' He sighs.

Things? What things is important enough to make you wanna hurt people? I know that you can get really angry and stuff but he is seriously hurting me. Every time he says something rude or comment on one of my flaws I literally break inside. It feels like someone is breaking every single one of my bones and afterwards rip my heart out. It sounds so violent, but that is the best way to describe how I feel. 

Why do I even feel like this when he is rude to me? It's not like I still feel something for him, I am over him and I don't really, no I don't want to have anything to do with him ever again, but he just can't stay away. I think he has some sort of obsession with me, wether it is a good or a bad thing I just need him to let go. He doesn't love me that is for sure, so he must feel some sort of hate towards me.

''What kind of things is bad enough for him to hurt me?'' 

''It is not about that El.''

''Then what it is about?'' I cut him off guard. ''Because I don't know and I am sick and tired of him coming around, hurting me each time. I don't have superpowers so I actually do get hurt when he says those things to me, but no one seems to understand that!''

''He is in love with you for gods sake!'' He yells and I am numb. He takes a deep breath before repeating the sentence again. ''He is in love with you okay?''

Harry, in love with me? This is the sickest, most humiliating joke someone have ever pulled on me. The last thing Harry feels towards me is love. He is being rude and mean to me all the freaking time and I don't remember the last time he did something nice, or yes actually I do but I don't wanna think about it. Especially not now. If Harry is actually in love with me he needs to get over me because I don't feel the same way about him. I did once but not anymore, he ruined everything and that is his own fault, not mine and I won't forgive that easily. 

Liam is stood with his eyes locked on mine and I know he feels guilty for yelling at me. He shouldn't be guilty thought because I yelled at him first. Liam is just a too caring person. 

''I'm sorry.'' His eyes falls to the floor.

''You shouldn't be. I yelled at you first so I should be the one apologizing.'' I tell him but he just giggles a little and nods.

''Look El,'' Something bad is on its way, I can feel it. ''I can't keep up with him. I can't stand the thought of my best friend being in love with the girl I,'' He stops. His mouth keeps opening but no words is said. ''with the girl I love.'' He lets out and my heart flutters.